Just a Soldier

Chatper 57 - Preparing for NY

Scarlett's POV:

Y/n has been home from the hospital now for a week. Although we had a bit of a rocky start, it's actually been really nice. Not that I would ever want to go through this whole experience again. I hate seeing Y/n hurt and in pain, but we're making the most of the time we have together.

With Ava at school, it's given us both quality time together. We never run out things to talk about and she is always making me laugh. I try not to think about the incident too much. Whenever I remember those 12 minutes, I almost work myself into a panic attack and if I'm not with her, I'm instantly trying to find or contact Y/n to make sure she's ok.

I've had a few sessions with my therapist now and I'm actually finding it really useful. She's helping me with the trauma from the shooting as well as getting over the insecurities that I have from my past relationships. Along with that and having clear communication with Y/n, I finally feel like I'm on the right road to being who I need to be for Y/n.

I leave for New York on Sunday, and I've got mixed feelings about it. I'm really looking forward to starting filming properly for it. It's such a fun script and I know it's going to be a really good laugh. But I'm terrified of leaving Y/n. I know that it may seem like an extreme reaction, but the thought of not being with her after what happened last week scares me.

I know Lizzie will be here as well as my mom and Susan. But it's not the same. I want to hold her and Ava when they have nightmares and comfort Y/n when she's in pain and talk about the most random things to take her mind off of it. The only bright side is that by the time I'll be home, she'll be coming to the end of her bed rest. Hopefully by her birthday and Christmas, she'll be better.

Currently, I'm just heading home after being out for the afternoon. Robert is with Y/n at the moment, probably sulking that he's still not getting the hang of the game they've been playing. I'm so happy that him and Susan have asked to adopt Y/n. She deserves to have a family who care about her. Yes, she has Sophie and Ava, but it's not the same. She is one of the best parents I've met, and she deserves to have that herself. She may be 30, but you always need your mom and dad.

I've got a bit of a surprise for Y/n when I get home. After my meeting, I went to the hairdresser and decided on a change. I've cut my hair ready for filming for this movie and I love it. I hope that she does too, though I'm nervous for her and Ava's reaction.

I park up the car in the driveway and make sure my hair looks as good as it can, before opening the door to the house. I can hear Y/n and Robert laughing at something in the bedroom, so I drop my bag by the door and make my way straight over. "Someone's having fun." I say as I walk in and see the two of them watching outtakes from Robert's movies. Robert has a very red face, clearly embarrassed as Y/n tortures him with the YouTube video. "Scar, you've got to see this one...Oh wow your hair!" She starts but gets distracted when she turns to greet me.

Whilst she processes, I walk towards her and lean down to give her a quick peck. "Hey babe." I greet, her mouth still slightly hanging open. "Do you not like it?" I ask timidly, running my hand through my hair. She reaches up and replaces my hand with her own. "I love it! You look so beautiful my angel." She compliments and I feel a red tinge to my cheeks.

"You really can pull of any hair cut can't you." She states with an almost envious look on her face. "Thanks Bella." I mumble. She pulls me closer by the neck and whispers in my ear. "It's less to grab on to though." She husks, and I feel myself get hot and turned on. Now is not the time. I quickly step back, blushing heavily and give her arm a slap. "Watch it you!" I warn her, but I can't keep the smile off my face.

"How was your meeting? Get everything sorted for Sunday?" She asks, as if she hadn't just managed to turn me into a hot mess with one simple sentence. "It was good. We're all set to start film the outdoor scenes for the week. They all look really fun. Hopefully if everything goes to schedule, I'll only be gone for 6 days." I explain and she nods, listening to everything I say intently.