hyunjae
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I heard one knock, then two, then five, and it finally pisses me off so much I open my eyes. I awaken face to face with Sola. Her plump lips are pursed in her sleep, and I gently touch her long eyelashes.
My lips spread into a small smile, but then I see the shirt she's wearing. It's mine. The memories from last night flood back to my mind.
Instead of thinking about how it was the best night of my life, my stomach fills with guilt. My heart drops and my eyebrows scrunch.
Oh god. Oh god oh god I'm a terrible person.
I was so caught up in the heat of the moment I didn't stop to think. It happened so fast I wasn't even thinking about the bet. And I definitely didn't stop to think about what the outcome would look like.
I throw the blanket off. I find myself in a cold sweat.
Do I leave? If I stay it's more likely people--my friends-- will find out, and assume I only did it because of the bet.
But really... are they wrong? I fell for her for real, I know I did. But the only reason I started talking to her was because of the bet. I'm the worst person alive.
I feel sick. I get out of bed, maybe to go answer the door or maybe just to get some more air in here. I freeze in my tracks, nearly forgetting to grab a beanie and cover my puffy hair up.
"Hey- holy fuck." Jihun says as soon as I answer the door. His eyes move behind me, to Sola sleeping on the bed. Him even looking at her makes me more sick.
"What do you want?" I take a foot outside and slide the door a bit more closed.
"Geez man? What happened to the morning after glow? Why are you so fucking moody?" He frowns at me.
"M-morning after glow? There's no-there's no morning after. It's just morning." I stammer.
"uh huh." He says. "So you didn't just have a one night stand with Shin Sola and get 50 points for the bet?"
"No." I say, but my voice cracks.
"Then why is she in your bed?"
"This isn't my room."
"Uh, yes it is. We literally just drank two nights ago." He says.
"O-okay it is but-"
"Holy shit man, I can't believe you actually did it. Not because I didn't believe in you, but because she's...she's a nobody. Some random background character compared to you. Good job, we salute you!" Jihun says. "Hold up let me call the rest of the guys here."
"NO! No there's no need for-"
The sound of a message being sent rings through my ears. It's done. They all know. Or they all think that they know. And I'm a dead man.
Fuck. I have never hated myself more than I do now.
sola
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My senses slowly come back to me as my sleep dissipates. I hear the sound of a group of guys hooting and talking coming from outside the room.
I stretch my arms and I sit up. When I realize I'm only in a shirt that's not mine the memories of yesterday swim around my head, and my face heats up and I know I'm blushing.
I look over to the other side of the bed. It's empty. I frown.
Is this what's supposed to happen?
