In the end, it's only us (Natasha x reader

Let's get this show on the road

Natasha pov

"So, we're still on for it being on Asgard?" y/n just nods, like it's nothing. "Then i will be seeing you in a few hours for ne, days for you"

"Before you go, did you decide on the clothes?" Y/n ask, before he can leave the room.

"Yes, i did"

"Which one?"

"You'll see, i roded it to come the day before and then Wanda will take it"

"So i won't even get to know what i'm wearing. Great, then you can leave тупица"

"See you in a bit" and with that he's leaving earth to go to Asgard. The one place Y/n doesn't want to go to but has agreed to just because i think it'll be cool.

"I can't believe you're actually getting married" Steve says, taking another bite of his dinner burger.

"That's what you said last time too" she notes.

"Yeah, but this time i get to see the ceremony as well, not just the afterparty" Bucky ships in and she smiles.

"Let's just let this be the last one, i have no intentions of seeing you get married a third time"

"Okay, first of all, rude" Y/n creates a snowball in her hand and throws it in Steve's face.

"A snowball, really? Is that all you've got?"

"No, i could just freeze you down again, but then you'd miss the wedding. And you kind agave to be there" we all let out a laugh. "And secondly, this will be my third marriage. Just hope it turns out better than the first two."

"I'm really happy for you, i really am. But i think it's time i leave" Mia interrupts our laughter.

"What? I just got you back" Y/n says, a sad smile lacing her lips.

"You have a new life. I spent mine looking for you, and now i've found you. Now i have to live my own life"

"I'll miss you mimi" she says, giving Mia a hard hug.

"Why don't you come to the wedding?" i ask and everyone is surprised by my suggestion, even i myself is surprised at the words that came out of my mouth.

"I would love too, but i really need to" the two of them let go of each other. "But we'll see each other again, in another life" and i sense that there is a deeper meaning to that. Like that the next life would be after i'm gone, but i won't be gone when that time comes. I'll be by Y/n's side. Y/n swiftly takes off her necklace, the one Loki gave to her so that if she ever was in danger and needed a way out, help would come.

"If you ever need my help" she says with a smile as she puts it around Mia's neck. And the next second she's gone. And the conversation continues. "So, what are you wearing on the big day?" she sits down and continues eating dinner, or drinking is more appropriate. For the first time i feel uneasy that she drinks human blood at the table. I know it's what she needs, but still. I've never given it a second thought before now. Now that i've seen two of them.

"I was thinking about wearing that red dress you got me, since i didn't get to wear it on new years eve" Wanda answers, like nothing just happened. Am i the only one that can see what just happened? Who was just among us. Who now has Y/n's necklace.

"I was thinking, maybe a grey suit" Steve says, finishing off his plate.

"Just simple black suit for me" Bucky says and the looks exchanged between Wanda and Y/n tell me that they're talking in their minds. Probably about their relationship, whatever that now is.

"I need to go" i say, getting up and walking away before anyone understands what i just said. What the hell is going on? Please tell me i just didn't imagine her being here, tell me that she did something with their minds, but why? To make them forget she was there, what good would that be when we both know that i'm immune to her mind manipulations.

"Is everything okay?" Y/n asks, coming out on the balcony where i had apparently gone.

"Yeah... no, not everything is okay. You're keeping something from me" i turn around and see her. I want to melt at the sight, but i must hold myself up.

"You're right, i am keeping something from you" and her honesty surprises me more than i'll ever care to admit.

"Aren't you going to tell me?"

"No, not just yet"

"Why?"

"Because if i tell you, it's no longer a surprise. Don't worry, you'll love it" that's it, i melt as her hand wraps itself around my waist. Pulling me in, so that i can feel her breath on my neck. Her cold lips that i've gotten used to but still sends me chivers, kissing.

"When can you tell me then?"

"Gods your impatient, you'll see when it's ready"

"And when it that?"

"Hopefully at our wedding. Don't ruin the surprise by sneaking around, it's my wedding gift to you" she continues to kiss my neck, sure leaving love marks all the way back up to my mouth. I will certainly never stop loving the taste of her lips on mine. I would even say, i won't survive without it. I'm addicted. Her hands draws me closer and my hands are already in her hair.

Y/n pov

"Miss Barnes, Loki is here to see you" Friday interrupts midd kissing.

"Thanks Friday, tell him i'll be right there"

"What does he want?" is she really thinking that i would cheat on her with a man? Like no offence, the man in question is hot but really not my type. Plus, i didn't go from being straight to bi or some shit... i went straight to gay. If one could put it like that.

"You'll see later" i start to get off the bed but she draws me back. Smacking her lips into mine. "Love you"

"Love you too" and i'm out the door. Lucky i threw on a pair of shorts and a flannel before i head down to where Loki is standing, waiting. Last week he moved back to our condo, well sort of moved back. Not entirely but it's the only place he isn't under constant surveillance.

"Oh, coming from a workout i see" he says with a laugh and we both hear Bucky from inside the living room, coughing for the underline of those words.

"Yeah, and i would love to get back to it so... did you get it?" he nods, taking a piece out of his pocket.

"Call, hang up and they'll call you back." but just as i'm about to take the paper he takes it away. "Just promise me one thing" i nod, wanting him to give me the paper. "When going to this exchange, let me come with"

"Won't it be suspicious?"

"I'll be dressed as your bodyguard and i'll keep to the cover, just let me come with you"

"Fine, you'll come with. Now give me the paper" i say and he gives me the paper. I grant him a kiss on the cheek before i walk off back to our room. And i will this time, i will take him with me and tell him the whole plan... Well, almost the whole plan. I can't make it look like my bodyguard knows everything.

But it's all going to be worth it, because it'll make Natasha even happier. Well that is if this goes to plan and she doesn't go all jealous girlfriend... fiance, on me, thinking i'm cheating for real. This might be the worst idea i've ever gotten and the best at the same time. But if it'll make everyone think nothings wrong it'll all be worth it when i'm not around. Even though i'll know it'll be my last weeks with the team, i'm going to make the most out of it.