In the end, it's only us (Natasha x reader

I do in fact, exist

Y/n pov

"I guess i'll go firs then" Cisco says after a few seconds of silence. "How come you don't have a heartbeat?"

"Only people who are alive have heartbeats" i answer like ti's the most sane thing in the world. "How come you keeped me here if i didn't have a pulse?"

"We have a machine that monitors brain activity and they were sky high, so". Barry answers.

"When were you born?" Cisco continues to ask.

"Don't you know it's rude to ask a woman about her age?" i say with a laugh, and they all let out one of their own as well.

"Seriously thought" Iris says, brining the laughing to a quick end.

"I was born on a saturday, 10th of March in 2917, twelve minutes before my brother"

"Who's your brother?" Iris asks.

"Sergeant James Buchanan Barnes" i answer, proud of his public title.

"Isn't he that war hero from world war two? With that Steve Rogers?" Cisco asks to clarify and i nod. At least that parts the same.

"On my earth they both kind of died before the war ended"

"Kind of?" Caitlin adds to the confusion.

"Steve went into the ice and was later found and unfrozen in 2011, while my brother was captured by the enemy and tortured and later became their min controlled assassin. They froze him down and unfroze him every time they had a big problem that needed removal" they all look at me live i'm crazy even though thats what happened.

"If i may as, how are you still alive here in 2016?" Caitlin continues.

"After my brother got captured i went after him. Everyone told me that he was dead, but he's my twin, so i knew he was alive somewhere. So i went out, found him but got myself killed in the end"

"When was that?"

"I died in 1945, if that's what you're asking"

"What are you now?" Iris asks and i let out a small laugh at the fact that she asked 'what' and not 'who'.

"I don't think you want to know that" i answer and i honestly think so.

"You want us to trust us, no?" I nod. "Then answer our questions." And Iris isn't really the one to trust first, but neither am i. But right now their my best way of getting back to Natasha, Bucky, Loki and Wanda. It doesn't surprise me as much as it should that i added Wanda to that sentence. Her words are still in my head. She didn't tell herself she liked me for Natasha, she told herself she hated me because she thinks she's in love with me.

"Would you believe me if i told you that i'm what you would call a vampire"

"Vampires don't exist" Cisco says with a laugh but quickly sees the seriousness in my expression. "Vampire are real?"

"Could you, like, show us?" Barry asks as he sits down on one of the chairs next to me.

"Sensitive viewers be warned" i joke before letting the cracks spread down my cheeks, letting my eyes grow dark and the fangs grow out as i hiss. Showing off what i am and i think that for the first time ever, people haven't run off or attacked me as soon as i've showed them. The attention to it makes me uncomfortable and i let my face go back to normal.

"Cool" Cisco mumbles under his breath and i can't help but smile. I might not want to be there, but i won't hate it.

Six weeks after Y/n fell through the portal

Wanda pov

Seeing her like this is killing me. Y/n was right about that i would see her a top priority, for everything she's done for me. Natasha's sitting on the balcony of her room, which had become there's, and now its practically mine since i've been sleeping in here since that night. Guarding over her every movement. She doesn't think i know about what's in her top drawer, the note, the vials, the knife. But as long as she doesn't do anything, i've let it be there. She uses it as a comfort, but it hasn't moved so i can leave it there.

"May i come in?" Steve asks as he doesn't need to knock since the door is open.

"How about we talk outside, she looks like she might be sleeping and she needs it" i know that's a lie, i know she's not really sleeping. When i asked her about it, she told me that she can't sleep alone in the bed anymore. One of the main reason that i sleep there now. I knot that it's not the same since she still doesn't sleep well. But it's the best we've got. But as i close the door behind me and we're standing in the hall i ask "What's on your mind?"

"I was thinking that she might need a vacation. Something to take her mind off things" Steve says and i'm actually surprised by his words.

"She lost her wife two days after marrying her. And she knows that the chance of seeing her again are slim but she still has some kind of hope. So the only thing she needs right now is us trying to find Y/n" that's the first time i've said her name since then, i realise that.

"She's not coming back, you know that"

"There's still hope Rogers, and if you say that again i will put you down in the ice again" i say before going back into Natasha's bedroom and closing the door behind me.

"I know" Natasha says, still out on the balcony.

"Know what?" i ask, walking out to her.

"That she's alive and out there" i sit down on the other chair as she continues. "I know how her chances are with the venom and the fall, but we share one heart Wanda, i would know if she were dead for real." she lets out a soft laugh and i see how she stares up into the sky again. Just like she had a few hours ago. "All i hope is that it won't be like this forever and that she finds a way back to us" yes, us. All of us.

"So do i"