In the end, it's only us (Natasha x reader

It's all began

Wanda pov

It's been hours since mine and Y/n's walk in the park after training. I hadn't dared to ask what she meant by 'i'm going to miss it here', knowing that i wasn't supposed to hear it. I want to but it's not like i'm going to get an answer, so i'll have to make someone else ask her. Maybe she'll tell Bucky, no, he's her brother so he'll go crazy about it. Steve, no, he's also basically her brother. Not Natasha, she and Sam seem to have grown quite closely lately. It's worth a shot.

"Friday, could you call Sam and tell him to come to the tower" i call out in the safety of my soundproof room.

"Of course, Miss Maximoff. Message sent" she answers and i start to change out of my workout outfit. It doesn't take long before Friday announced that he's arrived. I meet him as he gets out of the elevator.

"You called?" he asks, a little confused. Maybe because it was me who called for him.

"I want you to find something out for me" he walks with me into the living room where no one is. Which is unusual because they should be there in the kitchen preparing dinner about now. Maybe it'll be another takeout night.

"Why do you need me for that? You can read minds."

"Not Y/n's, and you seem to have gotten pretty close to her lately. Since the fitting"

"If you want to know something, you could just ask her"

"She won't tell me because of my relation to Nat, but you. There was something she said when we were out on a walk this morning. I'm going to miss it here. Do you know what she meant by that?" he doesn't meet my gaze, giving me the feeling that he knows something. I restrain myself from going into his mind to see. "You know something"

"I never said that"

"No, but you couldn't meet my gaze, meaning you're hiding something. You have to tell me"

"It isn't my place, you should really talk to her about it"

"Tell me now, Sam" he gets frightened by my tone, even i don't know what i care this much. "She told me there is nothing a human can do"

"Then you have your answers, there is nothing you can do"

"But we have gods, super soldiers and i'm a witch"

"Why are you counting up everyone that's not fully human?" Natasha asks with a gentle tone, making me turn to see her and Y/n in the doorway.

"And why wasn't i included on that list?" Y/n asks with a joking smile. "Hi Sam"

"Y/N" he says and it becomes quiet until the rest of the team enters.

"Sam, nice to see you again" Steve says, giving him a hug.

"You too, man"

"I'll start on the dinner" Y/n says and disappears into the kitchen.

"You still didn't answer my question" Natasha says, bringing the attention back to me. Which i don't like, i hate this kind of attention.

"Nothing, i was just counting in my head"

"Yeah, what were you counting?" Bucky asks, leaning against the wall.

"I don't remember. I'll go help Y/n in the kitchen" i say and before anyone can disagree, i'm already in the kitchen. "What can i do?"

"You can tell me why you were interrogating Sam to know why i said i was going to miss it here" Y/n says in a hushed tone without turning to meet my gaze. She's in the middle of rushing around the kitchen, throwing things around, but nothing hits the ground.

"You heard that?" i had hoped she hadn't.

"I hear everything Wands, if you want to know something you can just ask me" she says and that she actually offers that shocks me.

"Will you actually tell me if i ask?"

"It all depends on how you form your question" she finally turns to face me and there's something in her eyes i can't read. The water is boiling so she turns back and continue for a while before i break the silence.

Y/n pov

"Why would you miss it? New York i mean, where are you going" she finally asks after thinking about how to formulate her question. How can i answer it without letting her know the whole truth. There are already one to many people who know.

"I'm not going anywhere" half truth.

"Then why did you say that you're going to miss it here?"

"Because i am, going to miss it here" i can feel the confusion go around her head even though i'm not turned to her.

"I don't get it, you're not making any sense Y/n. If you're not going anywhere, then why would you miss it?" i can't explain anything while the others are in the other room, not even an entire wall away. "What is it you're not telling me?"

"Fuck" i say as i spill some of the boiling water over my leg. I was so busy focusing on Wanda that i forgot about the warm water in my hands.

"Луна моей жизни? Are you okay, what happened?" Natasha says with panic in her voice as she's rushed into the kitchen.

"Nothing, i just spilled some hot water" i say, picking up the skillet from the floor.

"What happened?" Both Tony and Bucky asns, also coming into the kitchen.

"Nothing, it's fine, just some hot water" i say with such a calm voice that everyone just looks at me questionably. So i add with a little laugh "Immortal vampire and all, why do i need to remind you all the time, it'll be fine"

"It's not that, it's that" Tony says, pointing to my wrist. it's turning red, like burn marks from fire. I put on a simple smile even though it's starting to hurt, really bad. Burning, like it's being held over fire. The same feeling is spreading over my thighs and my left foot. All the places the water came over me.

"It's nothing" i say, putting out the plates in a second. "I'll be back in a minute, just need to change" i say before i walk out, in human speed, of the kitchen and divert to Wanda's room as i notice she's following me. Guess it's time for her to know the truth. Just hope i'll be able to say it before the pain makes me pass out. I need to stand in an ice cold shower. Or maybe i could just... i flick my wrist and frost covers the burns. Cooling it down for the moment.

"You know, i actually thought i would have more time" i say as she enters her own room after me.

"Before what?" she asks and i can hear Sam in the background, also coming here.

"Before i..."