Just a Sl*t • JJK

Chapter 29

Jungkook's POV

It's been about 3 weeks and Siri still hasn't woken up.

One of Jimin's parents always stayed by Siri's side while the rest of us worked and Justin went to school. Namjoon and I had to hire a new secretary in the interim and for when Siri will be on maternity leave eventually. 

We would visit after work every evening and eat together around her hospital bed.

My mother even came to visit Siri and she finally met Justin properly. She was ecstatic to hear we're having twins. She wanted the chance to make it up to Siri.

My father came and sat in a corner while everyone else chatted and ate. Justin, being so innocent and not realising he was the 'bad man', went over and gave my dad some of his snacks to be nice. 

Justin had asked my father if he is his grandpa, to which my father just nodded. Justin surprised everyone by giving my father a hug and saying he is happy he has another grandpa (plus Jimin's dad, of course) since Siri's dad is gone.

I think that melted my father's cold heart a little as he gave Justin a little smile. A genuine one.

I think my father will slowly come around to accepting Siri and Justin.

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"You know what, Jeon. It took you damn long enough to figure out Justin is yours."

Jimin and I were out getting food to bring to the hospital. He and I have been able to become proper friends while Siri's been in a coma.

"I know... I feel pretty stupid every time I think about it. The resemblance is uncanny and there were so many things he liked that I liked too..."

"You didn't even put it together when you heard Justin's name?"

I looked at him confused, "What do you mean?"

"Siri named him Justin because of you. She said when you sat together in class once, you guys had a conversation where you said if you had an English name it would be 'Justin Seagull'."

I froze and stopped walking, trying to remember that conversation. That was before all the rumours about her started. When we first became seatmates and my crush on her grew.

"Wow..." Was all I could say.

"Yep. She had a crush on you before you became seatmates. I think it was the year before? You helped her in the library once to reach a book she couldn't reach. She couldn't stop talking about you that day." He rolled his eyes and I chuckled.

"Why didn't she ever say anything to me back then? I had a crush on her too. Before all the rumours started."

"You had lots of girls around you and you seemed like a fuckboy. She didn't think she had a chance. You were actually her first love. But don't tell her I told you that."

My heart skipped a beat and fluttered at the same time. But I also felt guilty.

Back then, I thought she was just a slut when she wasn't.

I think Jimin sensed I was feeling abit down. "Hey, cheer up. You know the truth now and you're here for Justin. And your future twins. She'll forgive you. She's been in love with you for a long time."

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Another week passed, meaning she's been in a coma for a month now.

We were all getting worried she may never wake up.

Her bruises had healed and she's also off the ventilator and is breathing on her own. Her right arm is still in a cast though for another 2 weeks. The twins were fine too and were still growing well.

I don't know if she heard me but I spoke to her while she slept some nights. I cried and apologised. Told her that I love her. That I will be there for her and our children from now on. That I will one day marry her and want to grow old with her.

It's the weekend and it was just me, Jimin and Justin here for now. They went off to get a drink from the hospital cafeteria while I stayed. I was pretty tired and fell asleep while holding her hand with my head resting on her lap. 

Siri POV

I want to wake up.

It's been too long and I know everyone is waiting for me.

I drift in and out of sleep and my mind is awake but I just can't seem to move my body or open my eyes as if I'm paralyzed.

I can hear them talking when I'm 'awake'.

I know Jungkook believes me now as I heard Justin calling him 'appa' or 'daddy'. I'm so happy he believes me now. I could hear Jungkook talking to him about how we met and that he had a crush on me back in highschool as well... I never knew...

I also know I'm pregnant. I overheard Jimin and Namjoon talking one night about it. Twins. Wow... I just hope they are healthy while I'm like this.

One night I also heard Jungkook talking to me while he cried. He told me he's sorry for everything, that he loves me and wants to marry me one day.

It broke my heart hearing his sincere apology and feelings and I couldn't do anything to let him know I heard him.

I want to wake up so I can tell him I forgive him and that I love him too. I want to be with him and Justin so we can be a real family with the twins.

I've been counting to 10 and trying to move a finger or flutter my eyes open but so far, nothing. I 'woke up' I think 6 days ago and have been trying each day to move something.

I'm going to try again. I will keep trying until I can wake up.

I want to wake up.

I have to wake up.

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"Siri?"

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