44 | worries

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how do people ever decide what movie to watch? there's so many different options, genres, the selection itself is difficult.

and more importantly, what type of movies did kazuha like? you could ask him, but that would be embarrassing. maybe he expects you to already know what movies he likes.

perhaps suggesting a movie night with him wasn't such a great idea.

the two of you were currently sitting down on a couch in front of a tv. kazuha offered to host the movie night at his place so sara wouldn't get bothered.

his place was kind of large, now that you paid more attention to it. it was probably due to his father's leftover money, you assumed.

that made you wonder just how big his father's company actually was. surely it must've been huge if scaramouche was after it so desperately before.

regardless, kazuha had been waiting patiently for you to choose a movie. and after several internal arguments with yourself, you chose to watch "your name."

fortunately, kazuha seemed more than delighted by that selection. you felt an ocean of relief wash over you.

you began the movie with a smile and leaned back on the sofa, having most of your attention on the movie.

kazuha was far too tired to actually focus on the movie but tried to anyway because you appeared to be interested in it.

however midway, you felt him lean on your shoulder, prompting you to turn to your right. "uh kazuha?" you whispered to him, while shaking his shoulder.

the male quickly jumped back up as he regained consciousness. "sorry about that," he murmured quietly, feeling a bit sheepish.

you smiled at him with a sigh, before pausing the movie. "if you're tired, we don't need to keep watching. you should sleep, it's okay."

but he immediately refused, "no no it's fine, we can continue." you were now frowning at him. "you don't have to keep watching for me."

he gently patted your head, "i don't mind, really."

in all honesty, it wasn't really him being too tired to watch the movie that worried you. you noticed how he appeared more tired in general nowadays.

"you're stressing about something, aren't you?" you raised a brow at him, hoping he'd open up. bottling it up inside would only exhaust him further.

kazuha shook his head, mumbling a "don't worry." his response was no surprise to you. though, it didn't reassure you in the slightest.

you wrapped one of your arms around his waist, pulling him into a side hug. "you don't need to keep it from me if you are."

this time, he nodded at you. "i know," he averted his eyes to the ceiling. "i guess i have been stressed."

"the whole spy thing, right?"

you felt him hum. the two of you remained quiet for a moment, until he used one of his arms to push on your back, making you lean against his chest. "but it's alright, you shouldn't worry about it."

the worried expression on your face was still evident, to which he furrowed his eyebrows at. if you began worrying about this, it'd only make him more at unease.

as you were locked in your thoughts, kazuha gently pushed on your body while you were still leaning against his chest. you only noticed until he was positioned on top of you.

and you felt heat immediately rise up to your face once you snapped back to your senses. "uh kazuha."

"yeah?"

"what are you doing?" you noted how his face was just as flustered as yours. "i don't know."

the deafening silence that followed after his reply didn't help make things any less awkward. you were now just staring at each other.

"your eyes are pretty," you bluntly remarked, catching the male off guard. "oh uh— thank you."

"aw you're embarrassed." you laughed at how he was far more flustered than you were, yet still positioned on top. "we should switch places."

kazuha bit his lip, while placing a finger on your mouth to keep you from saying anything else that'd provoke him. "just give me a moment. heizou said this would work."

you bit his finger, forcing him to quickly take it away from you. "ow."

you tried hard to hold back the laughter that was incredibly close to bursting out. "heizou told you to do this?"

kazuha nodded slowly, internally regretting everything. "that's why you don't take advice from him. you don't even know what to do next."

"then you tell me, what do i do next?" he asked. you noticed a small grin was plastered onto his face, although he tried very hard to hide it.

"why don't i just show you?" you replied, returning the smug gesture. "i'd very much rather do it."

"then do it yourself," you retorted in a playful manner. kazuha pouted as he leaned his head downwards to your neck, hiding his flustered face.

he sighed in defeat. "do you surrender?" you asked blissfully, enjoying his distress. however, it didn't work on kazuha, he refused to give in.

the man lifted his head back up, meeting your gaze once again. reluctantly, he grabbed your chin, slightly tilting it up.

you allowed him, curious to see where he was going with this.

he shifted his gaze from your eyes to your lips, steadily planning what to do next. you kept silent. this only made him more uneasy. "aren't you going to say anything?"

"just kiss me already geez, what are you waiting for?" you deadpanned. you could practically feel his heartbeat increasing as he was leaning against you.

and his face got even redder. which you honestly didn't think was possible.

was it that hard for him to make the first move? he had done it before so what made this any different? you waited patiently, swearing to not make the first move for he had to be the one to do it.

kazuha eventually gave in, sighing thoroughly then deciding to commit to it. he grabbed your chin again and swiftly pressed his lips against yours, making sure to close his eyes first.

you were surprised if anything, not anticipating him to actually do it. after a few seconds passed, you returned the kiss, pressing your lips harder against his.

both of you were finally able to divert from thinking about all of your contemporary problems, for all that mattered in this moment was you and kazuha.

kazuha pulled away for a slight moment, whispering a quick "i love you, y/n." you smiled before pulling him closer to continue the kiss, mumbling an "i love you too" in between. 

the two of you melted onto each other, kissing all of your worries away. indeed in this moment, you were willing to forget everything else. just for the night. 

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a/n: hi

sorry if the chapter seemed rushed since i was very tired when i wrote it, tho i hope you guys enjoyed it anyway

consider it as an apology gift for what's to come lol

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