What If She Didn't Die?

Planet Alpha

Soon enough Murphy, Emori, Echo, Raven, and Abby wake up from their own cryo sleep. They go over and watch the video that Lexa, Clarke, and Bellamy had just watched. They were all sad but understood that their friend had saved their lives. After a bit, everyone was in the mess hall going to eat what they had left of the algae that Monty made all those years ago. They were all sitting around a table with Abby sitting alone when Clarke sees this. She goes to her mother instead of joining her girlfriend and the others at the table.

Just as Clarke goes to sit down with her mother Murphy makes a smart-ass comment that visibly shows to have hurt Clarke. She stays quiet and sits down not looking at the group that included Lexa. Lexa remained quiet only remembering the shock collar. She slowly moves to her throat, rubs it a little, then eats some of the algae.

Bellamy gives her a look "are you okay Lexa?" he asks

Lexa looks back at him and sets her hand down. "The things Clarke did. I will never forget." she says tearing up slightly "she put a shock collar on me." she then adds after a short pause that feels like ages

The others sit there in silence for a moment before some of them turn their heads to look at Clarke causing her to notice. This makes Clarke tear up and try to hold them back from escaping. She lets a few rolls down her cheeks as Lexa looks at her with a long face, almost as if she looked exhausted. Like she had been sobbing but not showing it.

Clarke stands up and walks to the table "im sorry okay? If I could go back and do it all over again I would. I would hurt any of you, especially you Lexa. I love you so much and I hurt you." she says with a shacky breaking voice.

Lexa sits there for a moment and without looking up at Clarke she sighs "I know you hurt me but I need a bit away from you. Can we just talk about how we are going to get back to the ground?" she says in her old cold tone

This makes Clarke's voice break as she begins to talk about how they would get down to the ground. They decided they would use the smaller ship they had to get down there. Lexa, Clarke, Bellamy, Echo, Murphy, Nathan, and Emori decide they are going to be the first to fly down there as the others stay up in the larger ship to monitor everything.

The group gets on the ship and nothing is said as Emori flies them down and lands. The door opens and then they all walk out. Nathan makes the classic joke of were back bitches before everyone looks around at all the green.

They were starting to track this beacon and began to walk when they came across a light blue lake. They all set their things down to camp there for the night. One of them started a fire and another kept watch when the others rested around the fire.

Clark eventually joined them when she begins to speak sense everyone went quiet again. "Look I can't take back what I did but I wasn't thinking I just wanted my home back and they took that from me and Madi. im sorry is all I can fucking say-" she holds her face in her hands as Lexa stays quiet and only puts a hand on Clarke's leg. She wanted to make her stop crying but she also wanted Clarke to learn that she needs to think with her head and not her heart most of the time.