HEY GUYS it's been a while. College got crazy and so did my private life. I got surgery and got diagnosed with endometriosis so that's fun. Let's see if the FanFic curse continues after finally posting again for the first time in a year lmao. this is a short chapter and is mostly smut. DO ENJOYYY
Clarke would be standing in front of the now-closed bridge. She looks around at the others who are standing there waiting for her. Tears were streaming down her face as she felt for her best friend who she just killed, it was for the better she would think to herself yet she felt wrong for doing it.
"Clarke?" Lexa asks softly and walks up towards her, holding a hand out before placing it gently on her cheek. "Clarke what's wrong?" she adds. There was worry written all over her face as she looked into Clarkes glazed over eyes. She couldn't help but wonder what happened before she went through the bridge.
"Where's Bellamy?" Octavia asks with worry.
Clarke lets out a faint sob and parts her lips to speak. "He's dead" Clarke barely gets out, her voice betraying her with a crack, so she says it louder with a more raspy voice. "He's dead,"
Everybody stares at her with wide eyes, the news hitting them like a punch to the face. Lexa stands there with wide eyes before pulling Clarke in for a tight hug. "It's okay Clarke,"
Octavia and Echo would walk up to her and hug the woman with Lexa. They had all begun to cry at this time, the thought of their friend dying killed them but they all understood.
"What if he was right?" Clarke says into Lexa's neck as she feels soft kisses being planted onto her shoulder. She lets out a sob as she begins to cry harder "What if Bellamy was right? What if this is all we are is just killing and nothing else?"
"Don't say that Clarke. We aren't just killing; we aren't just hurting people. If he was right then that's okay, we keep going for Bellamy," Octavia would say softly "My brother was gone a long, long time ago,"
Madi looked around at all the green and furrowed her eyes "Where are... We..." she trailed off when she saw the fallen tower between the trees in the distance. "Earth?"
The group looks in the direction Madi is looking in with widening eyes. "Lexa," one of them calls out. It causes Lexa to look in their direction and tear up once she sees her demolished tower completely grown over with moss. Clarke would follow Lexa as she slowly took a few steps forward to the tower.
"Earth?" she says confused. She then thought for a moment before she began to run around the area. Her eyes go wide when she finds it, the hatch to the bunker. She quickly gets the door open before ascending down inside the concrete underground structure.
"Hey!" Gaia would shout at the older man. She would watch him disappear after taking a pill causing him to be pulled through a portal.
"Shit!" Lexa groans. She sighs and looks around and sighs. "I guess we are stuck here." She looks around and rubs her eyes. "Let's build a shelter," she said as she began to gather sticks and branches. The group would set up some simple shelters before getting a fire ready.
Clarke and Lexa are sitting under their shelter they made, Clarkes expression was solum and blank. Having to kill one of her best friends hurt her to the core, but if she didn't do that then they would have tried to get ahold of Lexa.
"Clarke?" Lexa spoke softly, setting a hand on her lower back. "Its okay, you didn't have a choice."
Clarke sits there and shakes her head "I just, I don't know. Its weird that he's not here, Its weird that he's just... dead." She says leaning against Lexa. Her head lays on Lexas shoulder and she closes her eyes as tears begin to form.
Lexa wraps her arm around her fully and pulls her to lay down fully on the little makeshift bed that they had created. She kisses her head a few times and rubs her back then thinks for a moment. "lay on your stomach."
"Why?" Clarke asks
"Please just lay on your stomach" Lexa tells her again.
Clarke listens and lays on her stomach, she blushes slightly when she feels Lexa push her shirt up and begin to massage her back. The sensation is calming, the feeling of Lexas hands on her skin always seems to bring her back down to Earth. She hums and smiles as she rests her head on her hands. "Thank you..."
Lexa massages the knots out of her back and smiles when she hears Clarke thank her. She plants a few gentle kisses to her shoulder and continues to work her magic. "Of course, you have been doing so much for everyone lately and you deserve it."
"so have you.." Clarke mumbles. She turns her head to look over her shoulder and at Lexa. "Ill have to repay you."
"Is that so? Ill always take a massage... we have been so busy lately." Lexa chuckles softly and kisses the middle of Clarkes back, thank god they are farther away from everyone is all Lexa could think. "right now, this is about you. Okay?"
Clarke blushes more and nods, a faint gasp is heard from her from the kiss on her spine. The sensation of Lexas soft lips on her skin always makes her feel things. Clarke would turn over and look up at Lexa, her hands going to her hips.
Lexa looks down at Clarke with a smile, she leans down and whispers to her "You look sop beautiful."
Clarke looks Lexa in the eyes and runs her hands up and down Lexas thighs. "Look who's talking"

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What If She Didn't Die?
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