Army lovers-Ghost x soap - COD mw2 love story

Chapter 22- therapy needed

(TW: self harm)

"Ghost.. come on hun.. you need therapy" said soap, "I don't need to go.." mumbled Ghost, "but you can keep going on like this" said soap in a quiet tone, while sitting on the bed watching Ghost get dressed, soap got up and hugged Ghost from behind, "do it for me please.." said soap, while looking at Ghosts arms, "fine.." said Ghost, soap looked at Ghosts arms and stared at Ghosts self harm scars, "I love you.." said soap reinsuring Ghost, he let go of Ghost and sat back down on the bed. Ghost put his shirt on and looked at soap, "I'll go now okay.." said Ghost quietly while leaving the room.

Ghost left his room and went to ahead past the kitchen to the infirmary, he walked into a room with a lady sitting there waiting for him, "sit sir" said the lady gesturing for Ghost to sit down on the chair, Ghost sat down and started fidgeting with his hands, "tell me Ghost, what's going on" asked the therapist, "I've been going through a hard time...lately, I've been having flashbacks of my past" said Ghost while holding back a cry, "my childhood, was horrid..
My father.. I shouldn't call him that. He was abusive physically and verbally," said Ghost while looking at the floor, "so these flashbacks, what do they cause you to do?" Asked the lady, "they cause me to get angry, sad, panicked, I almost died a week ago..", "I see, have you acted on these feelings" said the lady, "I smash and break things, I started smoking again.. I used to self harm.." said Ghost, "may, start again.." said Ghost Quietly, "what was that last part?" Asked the lady, "nothing" said Ghost, "well you need to try to get some medication to help you out, I'll sort it out in our next session" said the lady, "our session is done today, I'll see you the same time next week" said the lady,
Ghost got up and left the room.

Ghost went back to his room and sat on his bed, soap was asleep, he looked around and went into his side drawer, he grabbed a knife out and looked at it, Ghost sighed and stood up, he walked into the Bathroom and looked in the mirror, Ghost pulled up his sleeve and stared at his previous scars,  the man hesitated for a moment before looking out the door and stared at a sleeping soap again, "he won't find out will he.." said Ghost in his mind.
Ghost snapped back to his wrist, he started to sob and slit his wrist in multiple places, his arms drenched in blood, dripping into the sink,
He continued to sob and cry, Ghost didn't realise that he was crying loudly,
Ghosts sobs woke up soap,
Ghost held his arm that was drenched in blood with his other hand,  he continued to sob and cry while staring at his wrist.

( i hope you enjoy this chapter! It's quite depressing I know)