His Rebel

• Would've •

Sinn's POV

Leonardo was briefing everyone on our next mission when I indulged in my thoughts.

I could still hear him and process every word he was muttering but at the same time, I was also lost in my thoughts.

It's what I do whenever something's occupying my thoughts but I still have a lot of work to do cause we always do.

And now what occupied my thoughts was her.

Talking about that night was easier than I had imagined it to be, I didn't think she would also want to talk about the same thing; to keep our boundaries.

I don't regret the little moment between us at the Astor mansion, it was the only thing that made my insides fill with desire but I should've known better.

The world we live in won't approve of this, he won't approve of it.

The little conversation Papa Dino had with her should've been enough to make me stop whatever this was and get back to my senses.

And then he told me that day;

"I expect no stupidity from you Sinn," he glanced at me after we were finished with the Astor family.

She and the rest had already left the premises and it was just us three and Papa Dino's men.

Leonardo and Yuri couldn't hear what he was saying cause they were at a distance from where we were standing.

"Don't make me step in." His words were simple and clear but held warning in them which I grasped.

I didn't reply anything to it and just bowed down to him as he left with his men.

I was dragged out of my thoughts when she mentioned his name.

"So it's up to me however I deal with Seth?" She asked raising her brow and Leonardo nodded his head.

"We have nothing to do with him, our target is his brother. You're free to deal however you want with him." He told her and a slight smirk formed on her face.

"Don't take your words back." She pointed at him and Leonardo chuckled, "The Three Devils are true to their words." She smirked and then stood up.

"So when do I start?" She asked and Leonardo replied, "Probably a month from now, we're still discussing."

She nodded her head. Mattheo and Luca were sitting beside her and looked up at her who was now standing.

Mattheo and Luca seemed reasonable guys to me. From what I have observed thus far, they pose no threat to her. Of any kind.

Especially Mattheo, that guy seems like a genuine person who cares for her. Platonically.

They're platonic. If they weren't, I wouldn't try to initiate anything with her.

But if something was only from his side, that would've been a whole other story.

Cause if he would've tried to make her uncomfortable like how Spencer made her, he would get the same outcome as that guy. But if he weren't doing any of that, there would've been no problem.

I don't care about anyone else's feelings, the only one who matters is her and if she would've refused me that night, I would've backed off.

If only I wasn't involved in this business and there weren't any Papa Dino involved, things would've been much different than they are now.

I wouldn't have had to keep my distance from her. But she wanted the same thing. It's her who asked me for it before I could.

So what's been occupying my thoughts is did she regret it? She would've.