My Girl

Strange Texts

Alana

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"Hey Alana! You stupid freak!" One boy said. The whole school started laughing. Dave, my ex boyfriend, just laughed with them. "Go ahead and cry! Cry for us you worthless garbage!" Dave yelled. I hadn't known I was crying. I left school and ran home. I cried alone in my room. Maybe if I were to cease form existing, everyone will be happier. My mom yells at me all the time for simple things. She sometimes calls me worthless. My dad has been drinking and doesn't do anything. School sucks! It's all the same everyday! I walk to my bathroom and open my drawer. There laid my razor. I took it out and as I was about to begin, I saw a picture of me and Adam when we were kids. I dropped my razor and took up the picture. I held the picture close and called Adam. He didn't answer probably because he was at school. I left him a message saying," Hey Adam. It's me Alana. I was gonna do it today but I saw the picture you hid before you left. I haven't seen it for a few months and I wanted to say thank you. Thank you for hiding it. Cause if you didn't, I wouldn't have stopped. You saved me Adam. Thank you. Thank you so much. Thank you for always being there for me. I love you! Call me back later ok? Thank you!"

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I woke up in a hospital room. How did I get here? I was in the school bathroom. I had a flashback of four years ago. The day I wanted to end it all. Adam has always been there for me. I miss him so much. "Oh Ms. Rodrigues, you're awake!" A man said who looks like a doctor. "What do you mean? Who brought me here?" I asked in confusion. "You have been out for only a few hours. Your parents know you are here and a boy brought you here. He told us not to give away his identity." The doctor responded. Soon my parents came in. "Thank God you are alright!" My dad said. They both hugged me and the doctor told me he had to run a few tests before I could go home. I agreed and was put in a different room.

After my tests, My parents signed me out and we drove home. Who could've taken me home? Wait. I was in the GIRLS bathroom and a GUY took me to the hospital... I don't know if I should be creeped out, or be thankful. Because I was sent to the hospital for self harm, my parents sent me to my room and I was to be grounded for a week. I stayed in my room and at 12 am I received a text.

"Why didn't you die already?!"

"Who is this?" I responded.

The person never replied. Who has my number that knows about my falling?! This cannot be good!

I decided to go to sleep pushing that text out of my head. I want to focus on the positive. I talked to Adam today. My parents told his parents who told him about me being in the hospital. I told him all about school and my flashback and he told me great news... He might move over here. He is a year and a half older so now he can live on his own. He's 18 soon to be 19. He decided to move to a college that is close to me. I told him that he shouldn't do that but he's already looking for a house. I can't wait to see him again! Being alone is the worst.

I woke up 6 am changing and doing my normal routine. I checked my phone seeing that I received more ugly words from different numbers. I shrugged them aside because I am still excited to see my best friend.

When I arrive to school, I am pushed to my locker my Michael. He grabs me by the arm and pulls me to behind the football stadium... This is not happening!! No! No! No!

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