My Girl

Finding Blades

Michael

When I am finaly let off work, I walk over to the nearby pizza place and order 2 large peperoni pizzas. Then I tell them to deliver to the motel. I began walking home and when I get to the motel, I find Alana sound asleep on our bed. She looks so perfect. Like a cute kitten. I look around the room and noticed our bags were put away. She put our clothes away. She left my boxer though. Thank God cause that would be embareasing. I put my boxers away and wait for the pizza. I'll wake her up when it gets here. I quickly run into the shower and clean myself of the day's work and stress. I hear a knock on the door and put a shirt on. I open the door to take the pizzas and pay the young guy. When he leaves, I put the food on the counter and get plates. Drinks. We need drinks. I grab some money and head to the vending machime down the hall. I buy two Dr. Peppers and walk back to our room. I put the drinks in the freezer so they can cool faster. I go over to Alana and wake her gently. She wakes up cranky at first, but when I tell her I have food, her face softened up. She took a few slices of pizza and I took the rest of the box. "I have another box don't worry." I told her. We turned on the little tv and when she found spongebob, her face lit up. "This is my favorite show!" She told me excitedly. I couldn't help but laugh at how cute she was. She trusts me so much, and i don't want to loose that trust.

Halfway through the show, I get up and walk to the kitchen to get our drinks. Then I spot a picture of Alana and two other people. A boy and a girl. "Hey Alana, who are they?" I ask. She turns to me and when she sees the frame in my hand, her happy spark died. "Those are my friemds. The boy is Adam. The girl, she's Rebecca. She died in a crash last year. Now I only have Adam in that group." She said with tears threatning to spill. I put the picture down and go to her for comfort. "It's ok. I'm here. I'm your friend, right?" I asked. She nodded and cried into my chest while spongebob was softly playing in the background. "Here I'll go get tissues." I told her. I walked in the bathroom and opened a cabnet to look for tissues. I opened a drawer that had a small packet of tissues. But that wasn't the only thing in the drawer. There was a small shiny metalic object. A blade. I took the blade and hid it in my pocket. She doesn't need this. And I don't want to confront her about it now either. I walked back to Alana and handed her the tissues. When she saw me with the little packet, her face was horrified. Her eyes were wide and she kept silent. I, however, acted as if i saw nothing. I smiled and carried on. She selfharms. I use to aswell, but that was a few years back.

We continued to watch Spongebob and eat pizza in silence. She drank some Dr. Pepper and so did I. We didn't speak. She probably kbows that I saw the blade. Well, I don't want her to see it anymore. I want her to be able to trust me whith anything. I don't wanna hide secrets. But, I kniw it will take time.

I look over and see Alana fast asleep with her head on my lap and legs proped up on the couch. I pick her up and take her to bed. She needs rest. Tomorrow, I'm not going to school. I gotta give the boys time to think about what I told them.

I lay her down and tuck her in. I softly kiss her forehead and walk into the tv room to pick up. I throw away the two empty pizza boxes and cans. I sweep the area a bit and go to lay next to Alana. "Goodnight princess." I say softly and turn off the light.

Alana

"Goodnight princess." Michael said softly. I woke up when he carried me to the room. Does he like me? It can't be. Look at me. Did he see the blades? I need to check. I get up from bed when I know he is sound asleep. He snores lightly and it's cute. I go to the bathroom and open my drawer. No he didn't see them. I have a box of blades that I use. I use some for razors because my parents thought it was a waste to buy new ones so they bought me razors for the plastic case. I learned how to change blades, but I also use them to cut.

I walk back to bed and fall asleep. When I lay down, Michael's arm wraps around me and brings me closer to him. He's so cute. I wish he wasn't out of my limit though.

11:30. I need to get to bed. "Goodnight love. I hope one day you'll realize that I can take away your hurt." I wisper softly. I know he can't hear me.

Michael

"Goodnight love. I hope one day you'll realize that I can take away your hurt."Alana whispered. I smiled at this. Does she like me? I hope she does. I love her. She's so amazing and fun.

I woke up when I saw the bathroom light on. Maybe she went to check to see if I saw. Well at least she wont hurt herself again. I want to protect her and this is the first step. I can take away YOUR hurt Alana. I can SAVE you.

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Hope you liked it! This may be the last one for a little while. Again I will be able to update starting June or even a few days before. Please don't stop reading. (Not intended to be a refference but ended up being one ;) )

The picture: they are all just sooo perfect. I do not love one more than the other. So perfect and they have great taste in music and their voices are perfect. They are just PERFECT!

Love y'all! :)