My Girl

First Day

Alana

I wake up to the sound of my alarm. 6 am. School starts at 7:15. I've been in Nevada for a week now and it feels like this was all just a nightmare. Leaving Texas and all it's memories, but when I woke up in a strange room, I came back to reality to find out that this is my new life. But maybe this is good for me. Maybe I can start over. I know not everyone will like me, but maybe I can make a new friend. I walk in my bathroom, brush my hair and teeth then apply my makeup. I apply black eye liner, mascara, and dark maroon lip stick. I then go to my closet and find a pair of ripped skinny jeans, my Escape The Fate sweatshirt and a pair of black Vans. I grab my purple back pack and head down stairs. It is now 6:20. My bus will pick me up at 6:40. I make some toast and grab some orange juice. Orange juice is my favorite drink since I was little. I love it more than Coffee. I eat my breakfast in five minutes and head outside. My bus will pick me up at my house. Thank God! Now I don't have to walk too far to get picked up.

My parents left for work an hour ago. They work in the oil business. They sit in an office communicating to other oil plants on who has to deliver a certain amount of oil or propane to another company. It is quite boring, but it pays well.

I see my bus turn the corner on my street and wait for it to stop. Once it stops, I hop on and find a seat. Luckily, not all seats were taken. I find a seat in the middle of the bus, place my backpack next to me so no one sits next to me and doze off.

I wake up to a huge school. It is bigger than my last one. Carson City High. I step out the bus and receive a few stares. I don't mind, I got a lot of those at my old school. In the distance I see someone familiar. Andy. He was standing by a guy with dirty blonde ish hair and a beard stubble. I walk up to Andy relieved that I saw someone I had met. "Hey Andy!" I said happily. He stared at me confused. "We met at a music store last week. I'm new and I'm hoping you could show me around." I continued. He looked at me for a moment then laughed. "Oh your the fat, ugly girl Andy told me about!" the boy said. Andy laughed at his friend's comment. Who is he and is he telling the truth? Why is Andy laughing? I thought he was nice. He's a liar. I guess that fresh start wont be starting today. "Hey Adrian and Andy! What's up? Who's the freak?" A blonde tall boy said walking over to us. He had a lip ring that suit him quite well. Wait, so the boy's name is Adrian, but who is the Blondie? Why did he call me a freak when he doesn't even know me? This day just gets better and better now doesn't it? "Hey Luke! This is some whore that thinks she is friends with Andy! What a joke!" Luke. His name fits him. Wait, I'm not a whore! I'm still a virgin. I don't cheat. I've only had two boyfriends in my life and they were jerks. I decide to leave the scene so I wont hear anymore. "Where do you think you're going fatty?" Luke yelled. "You'll pay for this!" Adrian yelled to me. I ignored them. If they did or tried anything, I would fight back. They don't rule my life. I walk to the front office and received my schedule. I walked to my locker that I was assigned still getting stares from people I find weird. When I reached my locker, I heard Luke yell down from the hall,"That's her!" Before I knew it, I was pushed into the lockers. A boy with light brown curly hair pushed me. Two more boys soon cane by. One with dark brown hair like mine and one with redish colored hair. "So you're the stupid whore who just thinks she's all that. Where are you from bitch?" The boy with red hair asked. I didn't respond but I got up and returned to unlocking my locker. "I said. Where. Are. You. From.!" He asked again pushing my head into the lockers. "Michael we don't want to hurt her too much yet." The dark brown haired boy said with a smirk. So red head is Michael. Adrian,Luke,Michael, and Andy, now who are the other two? "We're waiting!" said the boy who pushed me down the first time. "Texas." I responded softly. "So that explains the weird accent!" Said Adrian. "I do not have an accent!" I exclaimed. "Did someone say you could speak? Michael!" Said dark haired boy. And with the snap of his finger, Michael pushed my head into the locker roughly then slapped me. He knees me in the stomach and let me fall to the ground. the whole posse walked away with not a single glimpse of regret in their eyes. This is gonna be a great year.(note sarcasm) Before I knew it, the bell rang signaling the start of classes. No! I'm going to be late! I grab my books and headed towards my first class, Algebra. I'm great in math. I've been receiving As for math since pre-algebra. Now I have Algebra II. I walk into Mrs. Kicker's class. "You are late. Why?" The teacher asked. Wow so nice. "This is my first day. I'm new here and it took a while for me to find this class." I responded. "Very well. You can sit next to.... Mr. Calum Hood. Please raise your hand." she said. No! Not him! Not dark haired boy! I walked over to my dest which is right in front of Calum's desk. I take my seat and pull out my materials. "Better not tell anyone what happened or it will be worse. Trust me, we were easier on you." Calum said and he pinched my back, hard. "Fatass" he whispered in my ear. I felt the tears threaten to spill from my eyes. Thankfully the bell rang and I was off to second period. Drama. Thankfully I have none of the boys again until after lunch. This is my schedule.

Algebra II
Drama
English III
Physics
Lunch
US History
Spanish III
PE
Child Development

I hate physics. It doesn't make any since to me. At least I only have one more year after this one then I can start my dream with Adam. In US History I have all six in my class and of course, I sit in between them. The light brown haired boy, Ashton, sits in front of me, Calum sits to the left of me, Adrian right of me. Michael behind me, Luke and Andy are diagonal to me. Michael kept pinching and kicking me.

In spanish, I have Michael who sits to the left of me. In PE I have all six. We have co ed PE so that sucked. They all made fun of me and now the girls do too.

In child development, I have Luke. He only called me a few names. It wasn't too bad but it hurt.

When the bell rang signaling school was over, I ran to the bathroom and cried. I don't care if I miss my bus, I'll walk. It isn't a long distance to my new house. I cried for about 25 minutes about everything. Moving, Adam, my HOME, Andy and his group, the names and the hits. (This may be triggering. I am not making fun of this at all! I went through this for many years and I am just getting out of this. Sorry if it offends you in any way. If you ever feel the urge to do anytging self harming, message me ok ❤i will listen and talk! I love you!)

I took out my razor and began to make incisions in my skin. I haven't cut in a few months. I was clean... not anymore. I continued to cut until I felt no pain. I watched as the blood evacuated from my veins. I soon saw nothing. My vision became blurry and I soon saw nothing.

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Liam Hemsworth is Adrian. Thanks for reading! If you want to talk, message me or comment. I don't want you to feel alone or unwanted ❤❤❤
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