My Girl

Don't Hurt Me. Don't Leave Me.

Alana

I woke up at 5:30. I do have to go to school today. I may just drop out sooner than expected. I don't know if I can deal with the drama at school. I never got those weird texts anymore because I blocked them. But I also haven't talked to Tony in forever. He never calls or texts me, he probably doesn't like me. I understand why too. Or maybe Andy and Adrian talked to him and Tony believes them. Why can't I keep a friend?

Where's Michael? I would've thought he would have been here. Maybe he's out in the kitchen area. I use the restroom and fix myself up. I grab some clothes and put them on and make my way to the kitchen area. I grab a granola bar and my backpack. Still no Michael. Where is he? I'm getting worried now. My phone! I need my phone. I go back into the room and grab my phone from the charger. 11 texts from Michael.

Where are you?

Come back! Please I need you!

Don't leave! I can't loose you! I'm really sorry!

Fine don't come back!

I didn't mean that! I'm sorry! Please come back Alana. See how I'm already a mess?

I will go find you. I don't care how long it takes.

I'm at my job, I will look when I get off at 6. I'm only gonna work for an hour.

Please let me know you are ok

I know everything about you Alana, and I love you!

I know you kept a bag of razors in the drawer and you tried to hide them from me.

He knew.

I still love you and I want to help you get through this. Alana, please come home.

He knew everything. All of it. He seems really sorry. What have I done. I shouldn't have tried to run off. I need to text him back.

Michael, I forgive you. I came home last night and I thought you were home. When I didn't see you, I thought you were at work. My phone had died as I was walking around. I am on my way to school and will probably leave early. I should be home by 1, so we could talk. I'm ok and I'm really sorry I put you through all that. I was just shocked and didn't know what to say. I am sorry. And I forgive you. We can still be friends. I love you too.

I debated about sending that last sentence because what if he didn't feel the same way. I know he just said 'I love you' so many times, but it could mean the friendly 'I love you', but I decided to send it anyway. I just hope he is ok.

I arrive at school and go to my locker. Calum came by and walked me to my first class.
We sat at our seats. Now I acctually like my seat because of Calum. Other girls in our class gave me looks of disgust and one even called me a two timing whore. Calum stood up for me and told them that I wasn't dating anyone and that I am not a two timing anything. I smiled and he hugged me.

For the rest of the time I was there, I was given ugly looks and called a bunch of names when Calum wasn't around. Luke and Ashton weren't here today so they couldn't talk to me. I did tun into Adrian and he just shoved me off so that I fell to the floor. I didn't say anything about it and picked myself and my books and kept walking away.

By 1, I left school and headed home. I should be home by, 1:45 or something like that. I need a car, or a bike. Walkinh is tiring when it is long distance and you are carrying a backpack full of books.

I guess my parents don't really care too much about me. They never called me to see if I was alright. They never put out an Amber Alert or anything (Amber Alert is used when people are missing. People call the police and say someone has been missing for a while and the police send out an Abmer Alert). So much for 'I love you's. I can't loose Michael. He's all I have here. Him and Calum. Calum is actually a pretty funny guy. We were at lunch and he told me about a time he was at a little kid part and found his way on the roof naked. Apparently this was last year at his cousin's borthday party. He said he was bored and finding an adventure. I laughed so hard and he told me I had a cute giggle. Calum is a very nice guy and we may find each other being best friends. I told Cal I was leaving school early to talk to Michael about personal things. I wish he wouldv'e given me a ride, but it's cool.

I finnaly arrive to my motel room and walk inside. No Michael. I heard a guitar playing in the bedroom area and walked over there to find Michael playing. "I didn't know you could play." I said. He put down the guitar and ran over to me hugging me. "I thought you were gone forever. Please don't do this again. God I missed you. Are you ok? Hungry? Anything?" He said. I shook my head no and just stood there still hugging him. We ended up cuddling om the bed. "Alana?" He asked. I turned to him and he said, "Alana, I wanted to know if... if... if you wanted to be my girlfriend." I stayed quiet. Happy, but I don't know what to say. "Michael, I..." he cut me off by saying, "Alana, I really love you. All your imperfections are perfect in my eyes. I've fallen for you. I know we haven't known each other long, but if you give me a chanse, I will do the very best. Don't feel forced or anything. Just say what you feel. Will you be my girlfriend?" I hugged him tight and said, "Yes. Yes Michael, I will be your girlfriend. Under one condition." He looked me in my eyes and said, "what?" I looked down, then met his stare again and said, "Don't hurt me or just walk out." I had tears in my eyes because of my past experiences which he knew. He carressed my cheek with his hand and said, "I won't leave you. I won't hurt you. I will stand by you. I love you." Then he kissed me.

We kissed for what seemed like forever, and we fell into a deep sleep holding each other with our hearts newly bonded. This is the start of something new. The start of something better. The start of a new life.

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Hey guys! I found time. Whenever I find time, I will update. Love y'all!