"Look like somebody already got to yo lil ass," Kam laughs while looking down on me.
I do not feel good... at all. I can't sleep. I've been forcing myself to eat. There's tension all over my body.
Koi isn't even in the crowd. Resh is here... manning the gong. Sea isn't. It's so awkward. I haven't even warmed up or practiced with Sea or Resh. Sea seems down and I just feel-