🚨why I feel rustyyyy🚨
Marshal Wallace ♊️
"Koi" Greyson ♐️
Marshal
I see the sun through my eyelids. It makes me wake up a lil. When I do, all I can feel what we did. What he did... how he did it.
"Mm..." my body surrenders to so many things at once.
I'm still curled up and holding myself. Ion have no boxers, pants, or slides on still... just my shirt. Between my cheeks are moist from him nuttin in me so much.
I press my face against the seat; my body slightly shakes as I cry.
You left me... and ain come back. You dug me out like you did and left me... after all that.
I cry more, upset. I cry more, sad as a mufucka. I cry more from frustration and tiredness. I cry from my soreness. I cry from being fucked then left by my fuckin boyfriend... I cry... missing my goddamn momma.
I suck my tears up as I become disgusted with myself. Many parts of myself.
"Hush that soft shit and pack that shit up. Fuck you crying for?" I say to myself.
You know why you're crying Marshal, but what is crying gonna fix? Nothin...
I wipe my face while I look around his whip.
There's plenty of reasons why you don't need to be crying right now. There's plenty of reasons why you don't deserve to cry right now.
Koi
It's daylight.
I hold my stomach with my eyes set on my car, walkin to it as fast as I can.
You weren't in yo room... no one was in mine. I couldn't find Sea..
My eyes buck when the back door of my car opens. I try to jog, but stop when I feel pulling on the stitches I had to do myself.
I wanna run to you.