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"Resh" Kami ♍️
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"Sea" Gazella ♓️
Resh
I stretch farrrrr out, then start rubbing my nose mad hard. My toes curl while I force my eyes open.
"Grand risings in this bitch," I sit up.
Time to get up.
I check my phone, move to the edge of the bed, then catch a glimpse of myself.
"Oh shit," I touch my head.
I look behind me and see my duey laying between my pillows.
"Shit!" I punch my palm.
My hair ain laid at all. Shit was wet when I put the rag on.
"Now I gotta wait until tomorrow..."
I put my fist against my eyes.
I can't wait until tomorrow. I have plans today.
It takes some times for me to look in the mirror at myself again. Once I do, I sigh.
This is uncomfortable.
"Who's Resh Kami without deep waves and a line up?" I ask out of spite, but figuratively and emotionally eat my words after.
What the fuck did I just say? Stop saying that shit...
I start condemning myself and putting myself in my place.
"Nigga what the hell you be saying? Who's Resh Kami without deep waves and a line up? Resh mufuckin Kami," I keep it a stack with myself while looking in the mirror.
I'm mad... that I even said that? This how the fuck I am, waves or not, clothes or not. I'm me.
Knowing hits me that I honestly knew I needed that I'm now ready to accept and receive. A knot forms in my stomach while my brain find words I want to put together.
