That's The World?!『A Hetalia FanFic』

Chapter 46~ My Side Of The Story

Olivine. Olivine. Olivine.

It's always about her. What happened to Olivia?

How did I get to this point? Why am I always trying to harm her? What was that memory that we shared?

Does anyone even care about my story? Why would they? I'm nothing special... no one cares.
A lot could be explained from my existence, but what does it matter? It would only benefit her, nothing good comes from me. However, I have nothing else to do, I might as well share a story.

Many many moons ago, in a laboratory of unknown experiments, I recall waking up inside of Olivine's consciousness. There was nothing there, just darkness. I couldn't see my body but I knew that I was there. From the lack of sunlight, my skin remained pale as snow. From the influence of my surroundings, my hair grew long and stayed a midnight black. But why are my eyes crimson red? An albino should have this eye color, but I clearly am not one.

It is because of my anger for her.

She kept me locked away in the darkness for so long, I never got to see the world for myself. All I wanted to do was feel the sun on my skin, socialize with human beings, and see how it felt to eat food. But I forever remained an entity in her mind, nothing more than a forgotten imaginary thing.

But one night, Olivine fell into a deep slumber. My first ability finally awakened and I took control over her body. I could finally see through her eyes and control what she did. I finally had a body of my own, to do as I pleased.

That room, that room with white walls and a white cot was my very first visual memory. I examined her body And noticed that she was wearing a white gown with a red ribbon. Her skin was so peachy, almost sun kissed. I spoke her name and found her voice adorable and comfortable to hear.

I remember slowly sliding off of the bed to try walking. Since Olivine already knew how to, it was pretty simple to accomplish. I ran around the room and threw her arms out wide, my face felt a little funny, that's when I discovered that I was smiling.

Then, tiny shimmers of light caught my attention in a little window. I climbed onto the bed and did my best to reach up to the little window. My jaw dropped as I gazed upon the millions of tiny lights in the night sky. For the first time, I caught a glimpse of the beauty of the world. I reached my hand out through the bars and could feel the cool air on my skin. The tiny lights were so far away, but they looked so close...

I thought that I would finally be able to discover the world for myself, but she woke up. I was thrown back into her mind, immersed into the darkness once again. I dwelled much time there, it soon felt like a prison.

Later, the scientists took note of Olivine's late night activities. Turns out, there were cameras in her room that were always watching her. From their government pressured curiosity, they would try to get me to come out. They would call Olivine by my name or try possessive techniques.

Their mistake was trying to do that in broad daylight, when Olivine was most mentally active. Olivine would get mad in retaliation, for she did not know that I had been taking control of her for brief periods of time.

But how did she end up in this laboratory? I do not know the answer to that. But, I do remember her calling this place a hospital and how much she hated it. Some nights, she would cry herself to sleep, saying how she wish she knew who her parents were. How she wanted her parents to come and get her. But as far as I searched through her memories, she never had any parents. Although, I kept seeing images of a boy with blue hair. They seemed to have known each other for a long time.

For the more pressing matter, I wish I knew what kind of tests they were preforming on her. Since they did them during the day, I had no recollection of them. She was here long before I awakened, that I could tell.