Memories of Nagito - Desko

Ran off to Defeat Despair (Remade)

  After that day Nagito and I became closer than ever. It seemed like Nagito was getting better happier or even. The plan to go to Hope's Peak Academy was in full swing. The only problem was convincing Nagito on a airplane with me. He agreed after a lot of begging, but refused to sit next to me. So I was forced to sit next to some stranger. The person who was next to me was a male with brown hair and an ahoge. He was wearing a white button up shirt with a green tie that kind of looked like the deviantart logo.
"Hey, My name is Hajime Hinata" He said when he saw me looking him up and down. "Oh! My name is Avi pleasure to meet you" I said shocked at his energetic introduction. He looked super happy like on cloud nine.
"Not to be rude but where are you going that's got you so hyped up?" I asked.
"To Hope's Peak Academy" He said a giant smile spreading across his face. I smiled before saying "Me too! But as a reserve student" His attitude completely changed "Me too" I felt terrible did I somehow pop his bubble? I pat his shoulder "Are you okay?"
Nagito who was watching from one seat over shouted "Hey sweetie you packed everything right" "
"Huh? Is that your boyfriend we can switch seats if he wants to sit next to you" Hajime offered but Nagito shook his head.
"It's fine he really likes the empty seat next to him" I rolled my eyes. Hajime shrugged his shoulders then asked "Is he going to Hope's Peak Academy too"
"Yes, but as a main course student so I'm glad I met someone in advance" I told him. Hajime went into full fangirl mode "OH MY GOD! That's amazing! You're amazing! I wish I was as amazing as you" He throw random compliments at Nagito.
"Um? Thanks" Nagito said before turning around to face the window. Hajime and I chatted until the airplane came to a landing. I was glad to hear that he was completely normal. For some reason that was something I felt I needed in my life normalcy.
"I have to go they usually keep the Ultimates and the reserve course separated" Nagito said before giving me a peck on the lips.
"Alright bye" I sighed. After Nagito walked away Hajime said "This way is to the reserve course dorms"
"Wait! how do we know we don't even have a map" I asked in shock. Hajime smiled proudly "I know this school like the back of my hand" When we got there it was given that they didn't really care about the reserve students. The lobby of it mimicked that of a low budget dentist office. The front desk was empty and there was no sign of where to stay "Hey, want to share dorms" I innocently asked.
"What? But I'm a boy" Hajime panicked.
"I... don't want to be in the dorm with a stranger"
"I get it but will your boyfriend be okay with it" Hajime said opening the door to our new dorm "But your boyfriend won't like I thought about it, but Nagito never seemed to be the jealous type. I don't want to be upset with him but I don't want to have to meet new people. I was only at Hope's Peak for Nagito. I didn't want have to be forced into a small space with a stranger. So Hajime became my roommate because we had already passed the stage of awkward strangers. The next day I brought it up to Nagito who was a little upset. Still he just held me and told me he trusted me. He looked empty though even before I gave him the news. Even when we sat in the courtyard he had a distant look in his eyes.
'Hey it's been awhile lol I've just been busy with the new school' I sent Hiko a text on a boring evening after school. I don't get a text until an hour later when Hajime and I had been studying. I pick my phone up automatically which got an annoyed glance from Hajime. 'Same here ... We should meet up soon' Hiko had also sent me an excited text saying she's going to Hope's Peak as Ultimate Yakuza. Which means my mother was a former worker for them. We decided to meet in the courtyard, but I could never find her in the crowd ... So we never hung out. Hajime presence in the room became more and more less as the days ticked on. He would always come back too tired to do anything. He just slept. I confronted him once when he came in a little past midnight. "Hajime! Where have you been?" I turn the light on rubbing my sleep deprived eyes. "The Library" He answers hollow. "I checked there" I grumbled. He didn't look at me. I notice a difference in aurora he didn't feel kind and nice anymore.
"Just leave it alone I don't have time to argue with you" His voice was deeper than usual. In fear I shut up turning off the lights just to stay awake. That was the last time I saw Hajime. Nagito was also slowly changing. He became more inclined to blow me off. Every planned weekend was destroyed by homework or him not feeling well. I shuffled through my day without human contact. I clung on to the failing relationship. One day I laid in my empty room missing everyone. Even Hiko after sometime had stopped replying to my text. Most of my friends from home ended the friendship due to jealousy. As the clock changed to nine I took a step out of my dorm which was against the rules. A strange part of me did not care anymore. If I was to be expelled ... fine. I have no reason to be here. I had been in the main course dorm before it resembled something of a lavish hotel resort. It was late enough to where the main desk person was too intrawled in her computer to notice me sneak by. I peaked around the corner into Nagito's hall. There I saw a familiar face she still wore the crazed smile. Although now she wore revealing skirts. Junko was still as beautiful as she was when we were little. No wonder she became an ultimate ... no wonder she was sneaking into Nagito's room so late. With tears blocking my vision I walk to the door. I paused in front of it.
"I'll cover this world with despair" Junko let out an insane laugh that sent chills up my spine.
"Hope will rise out from it! Yes! Yes ... that hope will be so divine!" It's Nagito's reply that made my stomach sick. Junko laughed again "What about your girl?" She knew I was there as she peeked at the cracked door. "S-She'll be the most hopeful" I noticed the grey pools in his eyes and left. I didn't know that part of Nagito. I'll ask him about it tomorrow, but did I honestly want to know? I take three sleeping pills just to fall into an uneasy slumber.