Memories of Nagito - Desko

Into your Mind

It was dark and then I heard a series of claps "Good job!" I heard Nagito's voice ring.

"Wha-" I started but was cut off "Stop! It's just a dream"

Nagito stood in front of me with deep gray pools in his eyes "You are truly the most hopeful person I know" he followed this up with a wicked laugh.

"You can love trash like me... What a charitable person."

"Komaeda?" I asked standing up.

He grabbed my hands "Yes, dear"

"Your..."

He let out a chuckle "In your head? Yes I am. I've tried to break you like my memories did me" He paused for a second "But they didn't"

"Because I love you" I hugged him.

"I hate people like you" a new voice rang.

I stumbled backwards "Junko!"

"In the fucking flesh and blood!" She stuck out her tongue "Well... almost"

"You see I'm just the influence" She changed here voice.

"What-" I said my eyes wide open.

"Ugh! Are you that dumb! You took all my influence out of Nagito. And that's unfair! It was hard you know!"

I stood up so all those dreams had been... insanity trying to infest me. I looked up and saw no one was there... just these empty walls and me.

"Mommy!" A heard the noise of a young girl.

I looked back to see me... a young six year old holding a piece of paper. She looked at me puzzled "Your not my mommy"

"No...I'm not"

She started to cry holding a piece of paper close to her heart "I-It's mothers day"

My eyes opened big 'She's not going to be here...."

"I'll help you find her" I smiled.

The young me looked up at me with hopeful eyes "Will you?"

I shook my head. She started jumping up and down.

"Yeah! Okay first let's go ask Hiko"

'Fuyuhiko.... I wasn't very good at nicknames' I thought following her to a big house.

"Hiko!" she waved her small hands with a bright smile.

Fuyuhiko who was behind the fence looked at her shocked "Pinky! What are you doing here?"

"I'm looking for my mommy" She smiled.

Fuyuhiko whose voice now fit his body "I don't know where she is"

"Oh, Can I ask Peko?" she said in an energetic tone.

His face turned frantic "No! No... she can't find out we hang out"

I got it now... but when I was younger I thought he abandoned me. But in truth he just wanted to seem tough in front of his family. And I always seemed to bring out the soft side in him.

It all seemed to disappear and opened to just months later.

"Hiko, I'm going to miss you," young me said hugging the young boy.

He patted my back and said "It's alright we'll meet again... because where fated to be together. We took a blood pack that'd we'd always be friends"

The younger me nodded her head and wiped her tears "I'll call you, a lot"

Fuyuhiko laughed throwing his head back "You better"

I stopped calling him at the age of eight from then all we where always talking over text. I forgot how he looked and how he sounded. I felt my heart sink think of the lost friendship 'But we're together now'

The dreams took me through the steps of my life.

"Mom, I'm home!" The younger ten year old me yelled bursting in the door. She got an instant reply "Shut up, you brat"

I open the door to my mother's room to see here hung-over on the bed. The ten-year-old seemed use to be use to this. It seemed like instinct she grabbed some aspirin and coffee and walked to her mother's bedroom.

"Here you go" She cheerfully smiles. The blonde woman with blue eyes took the coffee. Ha... sounds like the ideal image of beauty, but that didn't stop her husband not to mess around. My mother was a workaholic who couldn't get a job. I guess this depressed her... but she was a piece of shit. 'But I have to be understanding....'

"NO!" I heard that same voice.

I turned around to see Junko wearing an angry stare "This is not how it's suppose to be! You're supposed to hate her! Bash her skull in and then regret it later!"

"That's not how I work" I said a smile appearing on my face "Because I have people who care about me. No matter how you look at it without her... I wouldn't have met any of my friends"

Junko's body started to glow "I lost.... Again"

"You'll never win," I said watching her body start to fade. 'That's all she had... weak. That would of never got a member of Future foundation down'

I finally had a normal dream. You know of rainbows and sunshine. I woke up to see I was alone. There was a note beside my bed.

'Hey sweetie, glad to see your finally awake. You slept in. I decide not to wake you. I brought you breakfast Hope you enjoy.

Love, Nagito'

I smiled and then picked up the pancakes and prayed they weren't cold. Thankfully my preys came true and I enjoyed a nice breakfast. After I was done I walked down to the hotel lobby. Everyone was sitting around chatting.

"Hey" I smiled at everyone.

Everyone greeted me. It was sweet seeing all their smiling faces. Nagito got up and kissed me "Hey want to go do that thing now?"

"Oh? Are lovers going to go do dirty things. It's no fair!" TeruTeru whined.

Nagito turned around "It's not like that!"

"Yeah let's get this over with," I said holding his hand as we walked to the store. Nagito seemed really happy. He was humming and smiling.

' He's so adorable.... It's making me sick. Wait no! I'm about to barf' I thought dashing to the nearest trashcan.

Nagito rubbed my back "There. There it's okay"

"Don't treat me like a child" I said whipping my mouth before I started to gag... wait why am I explaining my barf session... it'd add to the story somehow. When I was done I asked "Why are you so happy anyways?"

"I'm excited to be a new daddy," Nagito laughed.

"And if I'm not pregnant?"

Nagito looked at me and winked "And then we'll just have to try won't we"

I looked away from his face trying to hide my blush "I would kiss you... but let's just save that for later, okay"

"Agreed" He laughed.

We walked into the front door "They're not going to have any"

"Found one!" Nagito said grabbing one from beside the counter.

I looked at him in shock "Wait what! How?"

"Luck"

The first thing we did was rush back to the cabin.

"Yeah!" Nagito said snatching the pregnancy test out of my hand.

I stood there with a blank expression "Why are you always right"