Memories of Nagito - Desko

The feelings are mutral

[Nagito's point of view in the last chapter, The Truth after the boys and girls split up]

Souda stood there mumbling an excuse. The rest of us decided we'd let the girls go have fun while we cleaned.

"Isn't this a girls job" Souda said expecting a chorus of agreement

Fuyuhiko rolling his sleeves up yelled back "You sexist fuck!"

"I'm not sexist tell him, Hajime!" Souda looked at his friend with pleading eyes.

Hajime seemed in deep thought while pinching his chin. Then for a slight second he closed his eyes.

"ugh... Hajime?" I said in a nervous voice.

He suddenly opened his eyes "Sorry, I was snowboarding in my head. I was trying to find a nicer way to say this, but that sounded completely sexist"

"Hajime you're fucking weird" Fuyuhiko said putting a dish in the rack.

I looked down at the ground it's the first time I heard that phrase aimed at someone else "I'm sorry everyone"

Hajime looked me straight in the eye "No one can judge you. We all... went crazy once upon a time. And I know you love her so you won't hurt her by doing that again. And if you do.... I'll take her"

I froze at Hajime's words 'Take her from me'.

To break the seriousness of the situation Fuyuhiko joked "What choo talkin bout Willis"

Everyone burst out in laughter, but no one dared to say why. All the time we were joking around Hajime's words bounced in my head.

"Yo, Nagito" Fuyuhiko yelled when I was about to leave.

I looked back with a puzzled expression "Yes?"

He walked closer to me and grabbed my collar, which was extremely awkward because of his height. "Avi... I owe her one so don't you dare hurt her. I'll kill you if you do"

"What do you mean?" I asked.

Fuyuhiko walked away, but he didn't leave it at that he said "I don't want you to remind her. She didn't remember me... It's probably better that way"

I watched the short boy walk away. I was totally flabbergasted. I stood there a few minutes looking at the spot the boy once was and then I slowly drifted away. Back to my cabin 'I wonder if she's home'

When I got there and she wasn't there. I sighed deeply with a frown on my face. I lied down and to my surprise sleep came easy. I was woken up by someone crawling in my bed. I knew who it was I automatically knew I was in her presence. Her warm smile appeared in my mind. She's the only one who makes me calm with one word. The only one who makes me feel like something... someone. I truly am the Ultimate Lucky student.