Memories of Nagito - Desko

Tying up Loose Ends

I walked out of Makoto's room after what seemed to be years of talking. The sun had set and I started my search for Nagito. Of course I'm not dumb... so the first place I looked was our room. I opened the door to see him with his hair tied up in a ponytail with his reading glasses on. He seemed to be scribbling in a notebook... he didn't even notice I was standing there yet.

"Ko?" I shut the door behind me. Nagito eyes shot up to me "You're back"

He got up and kissed me still holding my hips he asked "Are you still mad?"

I wrapped my arms around his shoulder "No of course not" I pecked his lips. Let's get to bed he said pulling off his glasses and climbing into bed. Not much else happen Aoi and Hajime became a couple. I bonded more and more with Makoto making us even closer than ever before. The tension between Togami and Nagito got bigger. I hope Nagito doesn't think I'd do any thing with him... this isn't Togami's route it's his. I was lying on the table.

"This won't hurt a bit," My doctor said with a charming smile. I took a deep breath I hate being touch, but it's for the baby.

"Would you like to know the gender?" The doctor asked with a big smile. I looked at Nagito who was already looking at me.

The one detail that killed me was... I was having twins... at that moment I officially hated Togami.

"What the hell Togami you did this to me" I yelled storming in his door with furious tears streaming down his face.

He got up from his bed "What's wrong?"

"Twins!"

"What?

"I'm having twins!" I shouted. Togami hugged and laughed, "It was a joke"

"What was a joke?"

"I told the doctor to say that" Togami said with a nervous smile.

I started to cry more "That's a mean joke!"

"I'm sorry I never wanted to hurt you..." Togami's face had sadness written all over it. I wanted to yell and shout, but looking at his face shut my mouth. I cared about him, not as much as him with me. I didn't want to lose him... He helped me threw... a lot.

*Flashback*

'Stupid! Stupid! How could you not see it!' I said leaning against my door. I was in the middle of training for the Future Foundation. I was a month in and I was training with Makoto and the rest of them. I was still torn about Nagito... I wanted to die. How hard could it be? Putting a gun up to your head and pull the trigger. It's harder than it looks, because in that moment your mind clings to the smallest bit of hope. I was about to try again, when there came a knock on the door.

I quickly got up and wiped my eyes as best I could. "Who is it?"

"It's me... Togami... open the door partner" He's voice sounded nervous. My throat got dry 'Partner... he never calls me that' It's something I did since we were assigned partners for training. I opened the door "Come in"

After I shut the door behind him he said, "You've been crying"

'Of course mister know it all would notice idiot! No... I'm not being far to myself how was I suppose to know' I thought wide eyed "What's it to you?"

Togami wore a frown "What's it to me! We work together! Hold on... It's not just that! I care about you"

"You do?"

"Everyone does! You glow! Your so... likeable!" Togami said with a slight blush "nothing like me" He finished ruffling his blonde hair.

"Likeable! No you all are just gullible! I'm not reliable I couldn't even protect the person I loved!" I cried tears falling to the ground.

Togami sat on my bed with a sly smile "Avi... I couldn't protect my family. All that I worked for ruined"

I looked up to shocked to cry. I had never seen this part of Togami. He has always been like idiot, if you're smart enough to understand, or take a bath you filthy worm. The last insult was for Toko.

"Can't you always rebuild your family?"

"Can't you just find another love?" He shot back with a cold stare. I looked down "Not like Nagito"

"You really love him..." Togami said hugging me "We'll find him" he whispered in my ear.

"Thank you," I said crying again. He's always been there for me when I needed him. And we became best friends and for a short time lovers, but when I decide I couldn't get over Nagito I ended it. I didn't want to lead him on... but he still found Nagito foe me. When I asked him why he's only response was "I want to see your real smile'

Now here we are again his sad face my sad face. And I'm feeling the same way... seeing him a way I feel very few had.

"I forgive you a jokes a joke, right" I said with a big smile

"I'm glad"

"Hey, Togami" I said still wearing a smile.

He stared me in the eye "What?"

"This is a real smile" I let out a small chuckle. Togami let on a small smile "It's worth it"

We finally released each other from our eternal hug "Togami... You'll always be one of my best friends. My partner for life! You can walk me down the aisle"

"I would like that" He smiled but it didn't feel real.

"Togami? Can you be my babies godfather?" I asked with a serious face. He looked flattered "Me! As a dad! I mean okay because I know Nagito would never let you die"

"There you are!" Nagito said.

"Hey!" I smiled "Did the doctor tell you anything new about the baby"

"It was strange... Togami pretty much guessed our babies" He said looking confused "The doctor told me at first it was a joke, but.... We're having a boy and a girl" Nagito had a big smile.

We all waited for him to go just kidding, but it never came.

"Togami, I'm kicking you ass!" I shouted