Memories of Nagito - Desko

Luck cycle....Fuck your luck cycle

Dreamless I woke up not having a single dream. And I didn't know why was it because of the arms wrapped tightly around me. I slowly got out of the boy's grasp and tiptoed to start getting ready. As soon as I finished my daily routine I was out the door. When I got to the restaurant No one was there, but Hajime and Souda "Hey!" I greeted them.

Hajime smiled brightly "Come take a seat" He pulled a third chair to the table. When I took a seat Souda looked at me and asked "Did Sonia walk with you?"

I stared at him with a blank expression, and then ignored his comment completely.

"Hey Hajime how are you doing?" I asked trying not to seem concerned.

He smiled "I'm fine"

I knew he would answer like that. He's to nice he would never want anyone to worry about him. That's when I got sick in my stomach. I located a trashcan and ran quickly towards it.

Hajime dashed with me. He held my hair out of the way.

"Are you alright?" He asked frowning his eyebrows.

I caught my breathe and then said "I think so.."

Hajime looked really scared "Let's get you back to your cabin"

Souda looked up and yelled "Wait am I supposed to just sit here alone!"

"YES! She's sick don't be an ass" Hajime defended.

'Hajime? Don't tell me.... Does he have a crush on me? No! I'm over exaggerating. He's just being nice' I thought looking at the brown haired boy. He led me to my cabin. Nagito had just gotten up and was still in his pajamas.

"What's going on?" He said getting up to met us at the door.

Hajime looked Nagito up and down "She threw up"

"Yeah but I'm fine just a little stomach flu" I smiled weakly.

Hajime left and it was just me and Nagito. He sat next to me and rubbed my head "Are you sure you're alright?"

I smiled brightly "I'll be better in the morning"

Later on that day I felt better, so I went to Gundam's where I met up with Sonia.

I knocked on the door feeling kind of uneasy.

"Come in" A deep voice rang from the other side of the door.

I came in to see him and Sonia sitting next to each other on the sofa. They really made a cute couple although they're not dating. I smiled brightly and said "Hey, guys"

Sonia smiled and said "Oh, my you look gorgeous! You're practically glowing!"

I rubbed the back of my head "Oh thanks"

Gundam stayed quiet and continued to look me up and down. I sat next to him and the black sofa. I smiled brightly "So what I miss during my nap"

"Not much" Sonia said still smiling. Sonia and I had a conversation about her home country with Gundam adding something in here and there.

I took a sip of the milk Gundam had handed me "How many hamsters did you have?"

He looked down "Four, but I lost them during the dark days" Sonia patted his back and said "They're out there! Probably planning to take over the world and make you king!"

Gundam perked up a little bit I'd seen how happy it made him. "If you want I can get the Future Foundation to get you some more"

Gundam looked at me with expectant eyes.... but he didn't say anything. The rest of time was spent talking about funny moments in our lives. It was already dark by the time. I left I walked straight to the cabin. Nagito was sitting on the sofa with a bottle of water reading a book.

He had reading glasses on and for some reason had his hair pulled back in a ponytail.

"Hey" I smiled brightly.

Nagito looked up and then said "Welcome home" he's welcome wasn't very... well welcoming. I glanced at the table to see three other books 'How to be a great daddy! What?' I thought in my head. My face turned red "Nagito... Do you want a baby?"

Nagito sat up from his lying position, and motioned for me to come sit.

"I do... but the reason I'm studying is because I think you are"

I touched my stomach "No! I don't know! It's too early to tell.... Wait are you calling me fat?"

Nagito eyes opened up big "No! That's not what I meant! What I'm saying is... you were sick this morning"

I rolled my eyes "Just to comfort you... I'll call Makoto to bring me a pregnancy test"

Nagito handed me the phone I keep next to the bed "Here you go"

He took his glasses off and walked towards the bathroom. I held the phone in my hand hoping I wasn't to late. "Hello?" Makoto said from the other line

"Hey! I...um need a favor"

"Name it"

I took a deep sigh "I need a pregnancy test"

There was a moment of silence "What?"

"Makoto, I need-" Makoto cut me off "I know what you said. Alright, but it will take until Monday to get there"

"Why so long?" I said in a curious tone

Makoto took a deep sigh "We were just there last week... We've been going back and forth way too much"

"I understand," I said crossing my arms.

Makoto in a comforting voice asked "It fine"

'I know... I know it has to be...' I thought 'But if I am pregnant... Where will I have the baby'

It seemed like Makoto was reading my mind when he said, "You'll have to come home if you're pregnant. I mean not right away!"

Makoto was always comforting and sweet. I guess you can say he's what kept me sane through the despair years. I remember the first time we meet in training. I remember Togami's smart comments and Hagakure's dumb ones. I agreed with Makoto, said goodbye, and then hung up.

"What did he say?" Nagito said coming out dressed in his boxers.

I put the phone on the table and then reached in my bag for my clothes "That it'll take a while"

"I was thinking tomorrow... Let's go to the store they have lots of things. Maybe they have a pregnancy test too," Nagito said lying down in the bed.

I found my white button up shirt.... Which was Togami's so it was to long on me. It was soft and made out of the softest fabric. I was buttoning up my shirt when I noticed Nagito staring "Do you minded!" I joked turning around. He didn't respond. I climbed into bed with him. "I love you" Nagito smiled.

"I love you too" I smiled back.

Nagito sat up and said "If you're pregnant... I promise I'll stay with you and protect you forever and the baby. Just don't leave me,"

I sat up in a rush "I'd never leave you!"

"I'm scared... I love you so much! It's going to take you away!" Nagito panicked.

I touched his hand "Who or what would take me away"

"My luck cycle" Nagito said in a whisper.

I hugged him and then whispered, "Would it be lucky to lose me?"

"No!"

"Then you won't unless there's someone you could replace me with." Nagito took a deep sigh "You're right.... I'm not going to lose you, or the baby" We lay down Nagito seemed to hold me a little tighter than usual. Was he really that scared? I drifted off feeling his heartbeat on my back.