A romantic adventure

Chapter 14-confession

My week ended off on a great note. I got my potion perfect, my niffler has had babies and I scored 100% on my astronomy mock. Oh how great did I feel. After all of this, I decided to just have a chill night with hot coco and chocolate frogs with a muggle film on my laptop. I settled on one of those muggle hollywood films, titanic. Mainly cuz of the drama that goes down in it. Just love it!

I walked into the common room with the biggest grin on my face, the amount of happiness I was feeling couldn't be put into words. It was until I saw a letter on my bed in the dorm with what it looked like Severus' handwriting.

Dear (y/n),
Please meet me at the astronomy tower at 8pm. There's something I would like to share with you. Don't be late,

Severus Snape.

So Sev wanted to share something with me, then it struck. I must tell him, tonight. Regardless of his reaction, wait, but what if he harshly rejects me saying this is completely inappropriate and he'll start to distance from me. No I don't care, I must tell him! There will never be a better time.

For the rest of the evening, I just lied in bed and caught up on some more Netflix shows and feasted on some more chocolate frogs. Still haven't found a bloody Helga hufflepuff card. I didn't feel like going to dinner, if Rowan or anyone asks I'll just say I wasn't that hungry well it was true, I really was not hungry. I was nervous about telling Severus my feelings.

(Snape POV)
I had just finished with my 7th year class when something in me struck, (y/n). She seemed very happy in today's class, probably just because it was a Friday but I've never seen her so happy on a Friday. Anyway, I wanted to be another reason for why she'd be happy, so I thought that I'd share my feelings with her. Hoping so dearly that she wouldn't distance or reject me, so I wrote her a letter.

Dear (y/n),
Please meet me at the astronomy tower at 8pm. There's something I would like to share with you. Don't be late,

Severus Snape.

I settled on talking to her at the astronomy tower due to the fact that this is where all of my feelings for her grew and grew. To tell the truth really, I've been in love with her since she was actually in her 5th year, something about her really stood out to me. Oh how fucking jealous I got when she started to date Mr. Wickham.

As I was marking away trying to pass the time, I noticed I had a visitor. "Evening Maddie," I say without even looking up.

"Hey, Severus! Are you alright? You acted very differently in class today," she asked.

"Yes I'm fine," I replied, deep down I was incredibly nervous. Not only was I going to tell (y/n) about my feelings but I was going to tell her that I was a double agent for Dumbledore and the dark lord. I didn't know how she'd react.

"No your not, I can tell," it's hard to hide your feelings from someone who you've known a long time, Maddie was no exception.

"I'm telling (y/n) everything tonight and I'm not sure how she will take it,"

"Sevy don't worry, (y/n) is the most forgiving and understanding person I know , she's been through everything with me and when I came out to her she hugged and said in her own fucking words 'I couldn't care less if you were straight, identify as a niffler, or if you were a death eater, I will always be here for you'," Bloodyhell she called me the name again, however I was very glad to hear about what (y/n) said after she came out as pansexual to her.

"Thank you for letting me know, I'll keep it in mind,"

"No problem Sevy anyway I need to head, apparently Merula is being a bitch and it looks like I need to take someone's kneecaps," she said giggling.

"See you later, Maddie,"

(Y/N POV)
7:30 rolled around quite quickly and I got ready to meet Severus, I put on my hufflepuff quidditch jumper, some jeggings, fluffy socks and my white trainers with my house scarf. It was cold! Specifically -3°, below freezing. Let's hope Sev accepts my feelings and gives me a warm hug.

Just my fucking luck it's even colder on the astronomy tower, shivering like a dog buried in snow. Out of the corner of my eye, I saw Phillip doing his job of cleaning the windows, the fucking muggle way. Why doesn't he just use a spell or something like Scourgify? Like hell I knew, maybe he liked doing it like that and what the fuck he was wearing a vest and shorts, in this fucking weather and time of year. It's the fucking January 27th and he's wearing summer wear but whatever that was the least of my worries "Evening Miss (L/N)," fuck he was right behind me.

"Hi, Severus," I looked in his direction and smiled nervously at him, he curled his lips up slightly at me too.

"Are you doing okay? I noticed you weren't at dinner," He asked.

"Yeah thanks, I just wasn't that hungry to be honest,"

"I see, I'm glad you're alright though,"

"Thanks, you mentioned you had something you'd like to share with me?"

"Oh right yes..." he looked down worriedly. Usually he'd know what to say. "You see.... I was a double agent.... For Dumbledore and the dark lord. I had the mark on my arm for when I needed to be summoned and when the meeting with the others was over, I report back on what's said to Dumbledore. The night that Lily was murdered i asked him to protect her and he asked what I would give him in exchange, I said anything," I looked up and smiled at him reassuringly.

"Don't worry Severus, it's fine by me," I put my hand on his and he looked back down at me.

"Thank you,(y/n), so so much,"

"It's really nothing, Sev," I looked back down nervously over by Phillip and saw he was still cleaning the muggle way, so annoying.

"Is everything okay,(y/n)?" He asked.

"Well..... I have something.... To share too," oh my gosh I started shaking slightly.

"Go on, I'll listen,"

"Have you ever been in love with someone but not known how to tell them because of how they'd take it? You see I like someone right now and I can't bring myself to..... tell them," I started tearing up. I just wanted to tell him. "You see Severus, I..... I.....," I couldn't say it. I started to tear up, badly.

"Are you alright,(y/n)?" I shook my head.

"I can't say it, I can't bring myself to say it,"

"Say what?"

I love you Severus.

"You love me?" He said with a slight tone of shock.

"Yes, I've wanted to say that since you saved me from jumping off here, you've been here for me and treated me so kindly, I don't care if you're a double agent, I couldn't care less of you were a death eater or not. I love you," I bursted all of my words out. He knows now. It's just his reaction to it. Fuck he's gonna reject me.

"Now what makes you say that I will reject you? Because I honestly feel the same way as you do, you're a very lovely girl,(y/n) I saw so many similarities in you and Lily except you're more beautiful, exceptional and overall just perfect," I looked back at him with shock.

"Do you really mean this?" He smiled at me.

"Of course I do, I don't lie, (y/n)," he then pulled me into a warm hug as I cried onto his shoulder. I was so happy. So, I guess it was official. Professor Severus Snape was my boyfriend.

"I love you, Severus," I said as we pulled away.

"I love you too, (y/n)" he pulled me closer and wrapped his arms around my waist and I did the same with his neck, we shared a kiss in the brightly lit moonlight. This kiss felt way different. It was warmer. More passionate. More lovingly. Probably because I knew he loved me and I loved him back.

We both pulled away again. "You'll always look out for me right?" I asked him. Now that he was my boyfriend, I didn't want the constant kindness and looking out for me to discontinue.

"Always," we kissed again.

(A/n)
Sorry again for the delay! I've broken up for Christmas now so I can work on this as much as I can now. Also had a few more exams 😭😭😭