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I was always going to be the villain in her story it didn't matter how it would end, but this time I fucked up and did something impulsive

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I was always going to be the villain in her story it didn't matter how it would end, but this time I fucked up and did something impulsive.

Summer was the reason I was intemperance, I had to go all the way, never half on something. She made me selfish when it came to choosing her.

I angrily throw the bottle of vodka as it hits the wall shattering all over the floor. I hissed in anger as I walked around the kitchen.

I grab another bottle of Gin as I drown it, She is still banging on the door. I hate drinking. It reminded me of my father, the last person I ever wanted to be.

"Open the fucking door Kaz, please," Summer begged as she continue to knock. It's funny how life works.

I hated my father but I find myself relating to him growing up. My evil had to consume something beautiful and it had to be her.

"Kaz I know your inside open the door," she screams.

I saw the way my father twisted himself into my mother's mind. Here am I doing the same thing, will go to put myself and my needs first just like my father.

I continue to drown the bottle, I need to not think

"If you really care about me you'll open this door and give me fucking answer I deserve that," she shouts still banging on the door her voice filled with pain.

A pain I caused her by being reckless. I had to steal and lie and kill. Fate didn't do that I did. I brought us together. I went out of my way to bring us together.

I walked towards the door with the liquor in my hands. "What the fuck do you want Summer, you think your the first person to be disgusted by who I am," I said blocking the door.

Of course, she had extra clothes in her car, she was wearing an extra work uniform.

"I'm here to patch you up then I'm going to fucking leave you and walk out your life forever. I just have one question," she said hesitantly she took a deep breath closing her puffy eyes.

Eyes that I caused to swell up. "Why? Was this all a game to you? To test how stupid I am?" She doesn't focus on my eyes, she plays with the first aid kit in her hands.

"Stop standing there and answer me. Why?" She said looking up at me as she pushed me. She pushed me harder when I didn't budge.

"Summer stop," I repeated, taking her small hits. I pull her in my arms when she starts to cry. My brother was right. I was going to hurt her at one point.

"Because that's all I know to keep someone," I said looking down, she leans her head back looking up at me as I wipe the tears away from that pretty face.

"You had me out here thinking I wasn't good for anyone because I was bad luck, do you know that," she said as her voice cracked.

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to not be selfish is all I ever know to survive," my darkest secret going to light, I saw in her eyes the question.

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