My love cycle | kadeja

023.

strangers

"deja it's nice to have you back" the teacher said . i sat at my desk not being able to concentrate.

the lesson went fast and i got a message .

marco

marco ;
yo meet me by the bathroom real quick

me ;
i'm good

marco ;
it's important

me ;
which bathroom?

marco;
3rd floor hurry up . mums life this is bad

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"miss can i go bathrooms" i said . "deja you know the rules .. 5 mins" she said . i love this teacher i swear down.

i ran to the toilets. "what happened to us being strangers ." i rolled my eyes . "we did it without protection." he said . "you pulled out right" i said "i don't remember , kadeja do a pregnancy test please" he said "bro no" i laughed "i ain't pregnant". i walked away.

he looked terrified which made me paranoid. i decided it's time to text my boyfriend .

omar 💕

me:
baby

omar ;
yo u not @ skl

me;
yeah .. can we talk 🥹

omar;
about?🫠

me;
attitude ? anyways . come round mine please .

omar ;
say no more . hope yur done bitchin about what happend 😁

me :
don't get me mad

omar ;
sn bye 🤣

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that boys hard work. i ran back to class . "deja that was long" ms jones said . "sorry miss" i sat down. this nigha did not get me preggo i swear down.

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on my way home i bought a pregnancy test . i can't be pregnant.

i sat on the toilet waiting to piss. and i did .

i moved the test from between my legs.

positive.

fuck. no way no way. he definitely knew he didn't pull out . HE DIDNT FUCKING PULL OUT.

i was pacing around my room . FUCK.

the door knocked. "yo" omar's voice .
i walked down stressed . "you okay ?" he said . "yeah" he came over and hugged me . "want me to get you sum from the shop?" he said "no it's okay" i said . "whatchu wanna talk about" he said .

" i want you to take my virginity" i said . his face lit up "kadeja chill" he laughed . "i'm being for real" i looked . "are you though" he said . "we've done everything else . i'm being serious" i said .

and like i asked . we did the deed .
doing it with him was much different to marco. marco it was mentally connected and him it was fun like ones fun ones deep.

"omar you gotta leave before my mum comes" i said . "already" he said . "yeah sorry baby" i smiled to reassure . he kissed my forehead and left.

right now i've fucked marco and omar both without protection so if omar finds out i'll say it's his.

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my mum came home . "dej baby you okay? you look sick" she said "yeah" i smiled and left.

jay pick up pick up.

jay :
hey baby

me :
i'm fucked

jay :
bro what

me:
marco took my virginity.. i let omar beat so he thinks he did . and i'm pregnant....

jay:
who's baby?

me:
marcos

jay :
gurl you done it this time 😭

me :
i know . abortion yeah?

jay:
fuck no. your responsibility.. i got you but we not doing that to the baby.

me:
i'm 16 what the fuck ... 16

jay :
we'll get a plan.. tell your mum

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"KADEJA REID" my mum screamed . FUCK.

as i walked to her i saw the test on the table . "your pregnant" she said "mum im not" i cried . "your fucking pregnant . i raised you better than that" she said "mum i'm so sorry." i said .

the door slammed .