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Relapse (Amelia)

TW: drug abuse, relapse, cocaine use.

a/n: i don't know much about this topic so i'm sorry but i thought of it a while ago and wanted to try something like it.

'Hey, Y/n? I might have to be on call tonight.' Amelia looks at me nervously. 'Okay, just text me if you are. Alright sweetheart?' I kiss her and go back to the MRI i'm looking at. 'Okay.' She kisses my head. 'That looks like a concussion. Who is it?' She sits down next to me. 'Zoe Smith.' I respond. She rests her head on my shoulder as we continue looking at the scan.

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I'm cuing up a movie for me and Amelia to watch when she gets home. She had a craniotomy but hasn't said if she's on call or not.

11:43 PM

'Amelia? You didn't say whether you're on call or not. It's okay if you are, just text me. Okay? I love you.' I say to my girlfriends voicemail.

2:12 AM

'Arizona? Is Amelia on call?' I ask my best friend. 'I don't think so, I haven't seen her. Why?' she tells me. 'No reason, she's just not home yet.' Before i hang up I hear Arizona say that she might be at the bar. I thank her and hang up.

2:47 AM

'Amelia?' I call into the bar. April looks up. 'I saw her go to the bathroom.' She says. 'Thanks.' I run into the womens bathroom and see Amelia on the ground crying. 'I'm sorry.' She croaks. 'I'm so, so sorry. Kincaid had coke. I took some. I'm so sorry.' I sit next to her on the ground and hug her. 'It's okay, let's go home, yeah?' I help her off the ground and we go around the back because she doesn't want anyone seeing her.

3:32 AM

I sit Amelia on the couch with a glass of water and stroke her hair while she sips from the glass. 'Amelia, do you have any thoughts on wanting to try it again?' She shakes her head. 'No, it was just there and Kincaid was telling me to try it. I said no, I promise i did. But he pressured me and i took it.' She buries her head in my neck. 'Okay, it's okay. How about this,' I say. 'Maybe we try not to speak to Kincaid for a while, and we can try not go to the bar as much. Yeah?' She nods and hugs me. 'Okay, and how about this, if you ever feel the urge to try it again, you can page me the number 123. Okay? And i'll always be there for you. I promise.' I say. 'Okay.' Amelia is calming down but there are still tears falling down her face and i wipe one away. 'I'm sorry, I really am.' She repeats. I push the hair away from her eyes. 'You don't have to be. I know.' She hugs into me and lies in my lap until she falls asleep.