Eminem Oneshots

Marshall adopts you pt.3

About 2 months later

You love living with Marshall. It took you a while to get used to things like the huge house or the security at the gates of the gated community but all in all you just love it here and you feel safe.

You also met his other daughter already, that are living with their boyfriends im their own houses now, and Marshalls brother and his family. They are all super nice and you get along just fine.

The only thing that is really bothering you is that you are still not feeling good. There was a week or two in the beginning were everything went back to normal and you could go back to school again...but right now you just cant.

You dont even leave the house. Only if you go see your therapist. There were times where you didnt want to go but now you have a new one and its a young woman that just listens to you and gives good advices so youre actually looking forward to see her twice a week.

But other than that you just feel so horrible all the time. All you do is lay on one of the huge couches in the living room under thousands of blankets and either cry, sleep or watch tv. Its just not going well at the moment.

Marshall even stopped going to the studio so you're not alone all the time. He even talked to my therapist to ask what he should do but you guess she told him the same thing he told you which is that the best thing would be if you go to school so you get distracted and dont lose all your friends. But she also said that she understands if you dont want to go right now. So you decided that it would be best when you stay at home for this week and maybe try next week again.

Its always like that. A few weeks everything goes well and you feel happy again but then you seem to fall back into this dark hole and cant get out.

So right now you were just laying on the couch again. But you couldnt even cry anymore you just layed there.

"Y/n?", you suddenly heard Marshall say.

"Marshall...", you mumbled. You still didnt call him dad. Somehow it felt strange to you, even though he is like a dad to you. You just cant forget that your real dad died in a car accident almost a year ago...

"How are you feeling?", he asked softly when he stopped in front of you.

You just shrugged and sat up.

He just sat down on the couch where your head had layed before, placed a pillow on his lap and without him saying something you just layed down again and layed your head on his lap.

"You wanna talk?"

You just shook your head and buried your face into his belly.

His hands went to your hair and he started to brush through it which felt very comforting so you just closed your eyes.

"Can I tell you something", he asked after a time and you just nodded slightly.

"I know you can't really compare these things...but I lost two very important people in my life as well. First my uncle Ronnie who was like my brother and secondly my best friend Proof. I know this is not the same situation that you're in, baby, but maybe it helps you to hear this", he said in an extremely soft voice.

The fact that he called you baby caught you off guard becuse you only heard him calling his other daughters that but it once again gave you a lot of comfort.

"I remember, when Proof died I thought I could never be happy again. It was so horrible and I cried everyday. I was probably feeling like you because I didnt do anything. I just sat there, alone in my house, taking drugs just to not feel the pain. I didnt even see my daughters since they were with Kim."