Monza - {Lando Norris}

Chapter 48

As Sofia sits waiting on the announcement for her flight she can't wonder but where she went wrong, should she have been more distant with Lando? Should she not have stayed by his side for that whole entire time? The sky outside was a dark gloomy miserable day with the risk of lightening and thunder later in the day, as if Mother Nature herself knew what Sofia was going through, Sofia herself knew that she was gloomy and was yet to reach the feeling of impending anger, Sofia looks out of the window as a small defeated smile fills her face, she's glad the weather is matching her mood as her attire shows how she feels, an all black outfit with a cap to hide her face from any fans that might be lurking around, Sofia didn't need them asking her questions about Lando's wellbeing or his whereabouts, scared that she would breakdown at the mention of his name. His words still stayed with her, they had burrowed themselves underneath her skin and they were desperate to get out, as if there was bugs underneath her skin she scratched and scratched until she left horrible little red scabs on her forearms, some of them were to sure to stay on her skin forever, forever reminding her of Lando's words. Sofia was also desperate to forget the horrible things he had to said to her, Sofia regretted not sticking up for herself, letting such a weak man speak to her like that, she knew she was better than that. She had typed out multiple messages to Lando calling him out for the disgrace he was but they all ended up being deleted and his number therefore being deleted off her phone, Sofia had her fair share of being spoken to like shit from working in the hotel, drunk people coming back from a night out and speaking to Sofia as if she was nothing but a spec of dirt in their eyes, she had learnt to bite her tongue and hold back from being nasty, she didn't want to come across as that person but still a mental fight goes on inside her head as to what she should have shouted back at Lando. She had texted her parents to let them know she was visiting and the first question they asked was if Lando would be joining her, she didn't know how to break the news, she knew if she told them the truth her mother would be the first to say 'Told you so' Sofia wanted to keep the breakup as quiet as she possibly could but she knew deep down that the fans would soon start spectating and come up to their own conclusions, she wondered if Lando would maybe stick a story up about the breakup so therefore the rumours of what happened don't begin to float around, should she post one first she wonders? Get the truth out of how Lando spoke to her? No no, Sofia shakes her head and she probably looks like she's on drugs as she mutters to herself about how that would be wrong to do, she could understand Lando's pain and frustration but to turn on the person who has been there for him for the last 2 months broke Sofia's heart into a million little pieces, she hadn't cried yet, too shocked as her mentally tired body screams for sleep, something that will come on this 13 hour flight back to London. Her phone continued to blow up from friends and fans wanting to know about Lando, she felt like replying telling them to fuck off and not to mention the devil's name to her ever again, she knew he wasn't the devil but in hindsight that's what he was to her. He wasn't Lando lying in the hospital bed, he was a red coloured horned devil as words of pure hatred were spat out at her, when he looked at Sofia it wasn't the usual of his eyes screaming out love towards her, his eyes were full of disgust and hatred, it was as if the devil himself climbed up out of hell and perched himself onto Lando's shoulder, Sofia shivers as she remembers the feeling of the hospital room becoming a deadly cold as Lando's hateful words filled the silent room, his eyes holding no regret for his actions towards her... Sofia wondered why she even cared, she was ashamed to want Lando back even after that scene, she knew herself that she had a rough couple months coming up but she was determined to not let this breakup affect her. Sofia had multiple deals that had yet to reply to and she knew if she was to do them then she would very much be in the public's eyes, yes the model deal was good for her but  realistically it wasn't doing that much for her, she wanted to do more... something that would be good for her, she had always wanted to work with animal shelters but she never had the money to donate anything that would make a great change to them. Whilst waiting on her flight she decides to reply to all the companies who want to collaborate with her, she agrees to every single one of them, wanting to distract herself from the thought of Lando.