Her Random Thoughts (Confessions)

Confirmation or Confusion?

Sabi nila kapag bumalik ka sa nakaraan, o sa nangyari noon, it's either you can't move on, you want to move on or you want to clarify things out.

For me, i did the lather yesterday. I can't wait anymore. Thoughts killing me so I decided to go yesterday. Nervous yet eager to confirm it.

I got a chance to talk and face that old lad again. It's quite weird because she doesn't change at all while i did.

What's more weird or odd was she recognized me quickly. So i waste no time, i immediately asked her about that matter. I was expecting a 'NO' but i was also expecting the worst, a 'YES'.

But neither of the two that i was expecting came out from her. Instead, she utter words that makes me i dont know, afraid? Because she gave me clues and signs that i still wishing not to show up. Because I also know that it MAY and it CAN come true or it's kind'a impossible for me not to encounter those.

My gut feeling gone strong.. and i just don't like where it's going to. I really hope he's not.

But, what if he really is? will it also means that i have to be friends with pain? 

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