Her Random Thoughts (Confessions)

To my Future Half..

Every time I think about you at night, before I sleep, I can't help but to wonder.

I started from imagining your face and other physical features to how beautiful your soul is. That alone makes my heart beats faster.

Questions started to pour, 'How are you?', 'Are you okay?' Happy and contented? Are you busy building and achieving your goals and dreams? Do you perhaps think about your future girl? Or not probably because you're too focus creating the better version of you.

And then there's this question that I really want to ask, 'Are you in love?' Does your heart belong to someone else right at this moment?

If you are, I would like you to know that I am glad there's somebody by your side.

However, please do guard your heart at some point because I am not at your side yet if she ever decided to break your heart.

I don't even know your name to start with so it is impossible to comfort you when that unfaithful day comes.

But I know that you will not listen and will going to do the otherwise. Please do know that I will not blame you. I will never put the blame on you.

Go follow the beat of your heart. Love together with your soul. Give your all to her until you have nothing left for yourself.

And I promise that when the right time comes, when He finally permits us to meet, I promise to pick up all the tiny pieces of your heart and make it whole again with every beat of my heart. I will kiss all your pain and wipe your tears away.

You can have me as your anchor to stand again. I will hold not only your hand but also your heart. I will take care of you and your beautiful yet broken soul. I will stay and will never go astray till you finally open your heart again, this time for the girl who's destined to be with you.. for me.

Let me provide you all the answer to your questions. Making you realize why am I the right girl for you and not her.

Just hold me tight and don't ever let go.

I may not be perfect or as pretty as she is, but I can protect you even if it cost my life. I will hug you so dearly, cover you form all the hurt and disenchantments that may come.

I promise to keep you safe and sound at all times.

We will not continue on where she left and start all over again instead.

We will create thousands and thousands of beautiful and serendipitous memories until the hatred in your heart vanished.

I can't promise to not disappoint you, but I promise to constantly treat you right and give you love you truly deserve because no one on your past woman did.

And I promise that as long as we are together, you will never be alone anymore. You will never be shattered like you used to.

We will pass the entire storm together. No one can make us apart. Nothing can ever break us.

And I promise that we will face the future hand in hand, smiling and unafraid of what tomorrow may bring.

-LheyLays