After what happened yesterday in the car, Beomgyu couldn't stop looking at himself in the mirror, sliding his fingers on to the mark that Yeonjun gave, he was still shook and he felt new to it. He didn't regret any of it at all, because it was made with pure love. He had to cover it for some reason, he bought himself a concealer and setting powder to hide it away from his brother.
Luck was on his side because his brother didn't saw it, but Taehyung felt odd about Beomgyu rushing to his room when he got home, well he just had to brush it off instead of making a fuss about it.
Beomgyu decided to come over to Yeonjun's place today and stay overnight because the older was sick, he had his stuff packed, it wasn't much though, "Bro, I'm going to my friend's house.." He said making his way out of the door, Taehyung stopped him first "Friend? Be for real Gyu, I know that's not a friend" the older smirked
Beomgyu's eyes shot wide open and his face turned red "Huh??" Was all he could say to Taeh "Ever since you got home last night, you always rush into your room when you get out of it, and when I asked you if there was something wrong, you're being distant.. Oh! And when I wanted to check your temperature because you looked red, you backed away! What's going on huh??" Taehyung quirked his brows and gave his little brother a serious look, Beomgyu couldn't think of any reasons
"W-well.. I.. uhmm.. I just didn't feel good yesterday okay? I didn't want to be touched either!"
"But you never react in some way when I check on your temperature! You're being suspicious! I know you're hiding shit from meeee" His older complained, Beomgyu sighed and he took some wet wipes, he placed the wipe on his neck and took a swipe. What Taehyung saw made him want to fight right now
"WHAT?!" Taehyung placed his hands above his widely opened mouth, his face was terrified, how could his little brother do something like this?
"I know, I know it's embarrassing.. I'm trying to hide it from you, but it's no use if I keep making excuses" Beomgyu rolled his eyes and awkwardly bring his hand to his neck to cover the specific spot "God! I can't even do these type of stuff! You need to finish college before all of this Choi Beomgyu!" Taehyung exclaimed, now his little brother is embarrassed
"Agh! I know, but we didn't do anything!"
"Shut it, just go" Beomgyu's older brother said dramatically, it's like his baby has grown so fast, the other one rolled his eyes and left with a goodbye
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"Oh, so your brother found out?" Yeonjun chuckles, Beomgyu nodded as he was clinging onto his arms, they were cuddling for hours and it was comfortable and very warm
"You should've just marked it somewhere that wasn't exposed!" He whined, Yeonjun laughs at this. Silence took over and Beomgyu finally had decided, Yeonjun treated him so well, he felt like he was a prince, he felt so lucky that Yeonjun gave him this type of treatment, the fact that he was Beomgyu's first man to love. He wants to be Yeonjun's boyfriend now.. He wants to risk it too
"Yeonjun?.." he called out "hm?"
"Be mine forever"
"What do you mean?" Yeonjun asked in confusion, he looked at Beomgyu with confused eyes "I'll be your boyfriend" the younger smiled and cupped his face. Yeonjun's heart jumped really up high, it was about to leave his chest "Really!?" Yeonjun was about to tear up, the other nodded with a soft smile
"Surprise?" Beomgyu giggled, Yeonjun was on the verge of tears, he wanted to kiss him million times and just squeeze him tighter in their hug "God, I love you Beomgyu..!" Yeonjun said, then kissed him on the forehead
"Thank you Yeonjun for making me feel special.. I might have hated you in the beginning but now, loving you made me feel better, you treated me so well like no other man has ever done to me, you were my first.. my first enemy, first frienemy, first kiss, first love.. first everything. I didn't believe in enemies to lovers trope would actually work in real life, but you came here to prove me wrong.. Despite of all the fighting, mocking, arguing, I chose you.. I don't know why, I didn't know why my heart chose to love someone who hated my guts the most. I've also been noticing that my derealization episodes have slowly disappeared.. You suddenly became my home" He stopped for a minute, seeing a crying Yeonjun in front of him. Beomgyu kissed Yeonjun for him to stop crying
"Don't cry mahal, i love you so much.. you're my home, my safe place, comfort zone and everything. They say choose the person who has a good heart and good looks but oh my gosh mahal, you have both, even tho we argue a lot before.. hehe" Beomgyu chuckles, Yeonjun was curious about the word 'mahal' so he asked the younger "What does mahal mean?"
"My love.." he gently whispered. Beomgyu has said a lot, so now it's Yeonjun's turn
"Well as for you, the reason why I wanted to pick up a fight with you it's because I wanted your attention, Soobin had it all.. but hey, past is past. Thank you for giving me a chance, I'm not much of a really bad perso–"
"You almost threw me on the floor you idiot"
"Aww, sorry baby! I didn't knew that we'll end up like this.. Okay let me continue, I love you so much and I just wanted you to know that no matter how hard our problems will be, I'll be there for you. Taking care of you, loving you endlessly, eternally, and for eternity. Forever and Ever.. Stay with me.. if I'm your home, come back to me everyday, if I'm your comfort zone, cry to me and let everything out.. Because.. You mean so much to me, and let me be the reason of your happiness but never the reason of your sad tears.. Take my hand and never let go until I'm on my death bed" Yeonjun smiled, Beomgyu felt sadness in his heart with the last things he said
"You're already being the reason why I'm sad! Why would you say this huh? Meanie! You're just sick.. Don't say weird shit" Beomgyu pouts, Yeonjun chuckled and pecked his lips "It happens naturally.. just stay with me right now okay? Please, I feel weak right now"
"Of course.. I'll always stay" Beomgyu smiled and burried his face on to the Yeonjun's chest, embracing all the warmth between their attached bodies..
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⌜ Me N You ⌝ [범규 × 연준]
Fanfiction"I don't think you're real... Or even myself" A story where in Beomgyu suffers from a disorder and always had to deal with it on his own and his dear hater making his condition even worse, Yeonjun But things will turn around and fate changes ___...