The Angel's Stigma

Chapter:13-Back Home

Porchay's POV:

"Wakey wakey my little princess.."

It was still every in the morning and I went into my baby's room to wake her up..I know that she's still a baby and I shouldn’t leave her alone at night..But this stubborn girl really wanted her own space...that too from the moment she turned 3 years old..I don't even know where she gets these strong and stubborn genes from..Even I'm afraid to leave her all by herself..

"Aren’t you gonna great the sun baby?"

I opened up the curtains and showered my princess with kisses...She started giggling but soon pulled her sheets over her head..

"I'm so sleepy papa..So sleepy."

"But we are going on a trip..Should papa go alone?"

I slightly wishpered in her ears...I know my baby loves trips and everytime we go out somewhere knew, she's the most hyped one..

"Trip? Really?"

Kisa sprung up from her bed and started jumping on her bed, as she ran all around me..

"Where are we going?"

"Thailand princess..You know that's where papa is from."

"Are we gonna meet our other family too?"

Yes..I have told Kisa that she has an other family..A family who will love her with all their hearts...Honestly I didn’t have a choice...Kisa had never told me but everytime she would see other kids with their families and in the tv shows a big happy family...she would immediately turn away...She never cried or complained to me about it..but I knew...My baby also needed that...She deserved that...And I was her culprit...I kept her away from her happiness...from her father's love..

I know I love my baby with all my life..But sometimes..just for some moments..I actually think...What if that day instead of leaving, I had told Kim the truth? What if he had accepted me and my beautiful daughter...Our princess...Just what if...But all the if's come to an end every time I remember his words from day...Kim breaking my trust was painful, but him telling me to abort my child had really killed me...It broke me so bad and till now that pain remains...

"Let's hope for the best baby...But before that let's get you ready and have our breakfast."

I hugged my baby and rocked her in my lap..She really is the warmth I need to go on..And I really hope my baby can meet her family someday...or maybe during this trip..I really hope she gets all the love she deserves..even if I'm not there for her...

After the little cuddling session, I dressed my doll up and we headed for breakfast where Macau was waiting for us..Yes..even though that guy has his own house, he spends most of his time here...He's basically here 24/7.

"Hey..hey princess..Why are you so happy?"

Macau asked as Kisa ran upto him and hugged him with all her strength...

"Papa said we are going on a trip to Thailand."

"Really? Chay are you sure?"

Mac asked me in shock and I knew his hesitancy..It's appropriate...I mean..going back to that country after such a long time..Even I'm really nervous..But, I gotta do this...It's good for my business and I miss home..

"Yah."

I gently nodded with a faint smile..

"Baby go to Nana and ask her to serve us the breakfast will you?"