Someone To Have

40: Choi Han's Deal

A/N: Happy Valentine's Day but a late one. Enjoy!!!!!

Warning!! Angst up ahead!!! I'm single so I'm going to be a bitter one hahhahahaha.

If you're feeling that you'll be hurting yourself call for help...

- Choi Han

Everything is in vain.

For 20 years, we did everything but nothing... Nothing... Nothing.... We reached nothing....

For 20 years of fighting, this piece of white shit died.

Shouldn't we be rejoicing then?

But we lost.

We lost.

I reach our goal for nothing.

The world is done for, and I'm done for.

I'm going insane.

All of them died...

Even this man whom I despised before, why did he do that?

Why did he do that? He sacrificed himself just for his revenge? It was I who was supposed to die, instead of me.... But he did that to take his revenge...

He's insane more than I did.

Since he told me why.

His long red hair, his strong voice, his strong mentality, his strong leadership... Now gone...

"Hey I thought you will be scratching his face?" I asked the former long red haired burnt corpse.

I stared at it.

It was supposed to be beating the white shit instead of lying down there burnt.

It's awful.

I despised him but we became comrades because of the white bullshit, I even revealed my secret to them which he is the only one who believed me immediately, even the crown prince tried to drag me to a mental healer and the others looked at me in pity and thinking I'm going insane.

He comforted me when my new family members died, I drank with him when Ron and Beacrox died as he mourned to them in silence.

And now he's gone too.

How will I be going to fix this ragged world? If he is with me I think I could do it, but now he isn't even breathing.

Should I.... Yeah I should...

This will not even hurt since I'm already numb..

As I ready myself to stab my heart a voice called me. I haven't heard that voice but it sounds very powerful.

"Dear child... I'm sorry for the suffering you have been through, you're the chosen one to prevent the destruction of this world"

"To prevent the destruction of this world? Isn't it already destroyed?" I replied

"..."

"What do you want from me? There's nothing I could even do! Nothing! There's nothing left! Everything is already been destroyed! Everyone is dead! I can't fix this!"

The voice is not talking huh? Why do it tell me I was chosen to prevent this world's destruction but this world is already been destroyed! It's already been destroyed! Everyone is dead, babies children, the young men and women the elders the criminals the lord's the Kings, the royals... The future is dead!

The voice is silent, like it was listening to my rants in my head.

"I'm so sorry my child... It's hard to fix... It really is even a god like myself couldn't do much, my power is declining in great speed"

So even a god gave up to fix everything.

"It was not supposed to be like this... But I could only do one thing for you..."

"What do you mean it wasn't supposed to be like this?" If it wasn't then what is supposed to happen?

"The dealer is dead, I was too late, I should be doing a deal with him but I was doubting if it will work and I was wishing if you are to fix everything but he died as I was very late because I was dealing something before"

Who was it? The white shit?!

"Who are you talking about?"

"The red dealer... But he is already dead"

"What kind of deal are you supposed to be dealing with him?"

"..... Since he is already dead I could tell you...

I'm the god of death. The god whom your friend is serving, I was supposed to be dealing with the red dealer, Cale Thames as the pact I had with Jour Thames, even if I'm the god of death, I couldn't bring back the soul who didn't wished to live again, it requested to be shattered and not be reincarnated, so I could no longer bring him back nor reincarnate him... The deal is to make him regress and switch soul with someone who lost, a lost soul from this world... And he will never be back..."

"Who will do that kind of deal? That's bullshit! That kind of bastard who will deal with that bullshit is a suicide maniac! Of course Cale won't be accepting that kind of deal! That's bullshit! He's not a suicide maniac!"

"But the same person you are talking to shattered his own soul to piece to never live again, what makes him different from a suicide maniac? He killed himself not just once but twice in front of me, don't you know how shocked I am as I watch?!"

"......"

Bullshit!!!! Who could do something like that?!

"He did that on his own, I didn't do anything wrong"

He is a god so I should ask him to revert everything from the start, he could something like that right?

"If you're going to ask me to revert everything back, then I couldn't do that even if we all of gods push it, we don't have a dealer to deal with"

"Why can't I be doing the deal then?"

"You don't have the requirements to fill in to have a deal like that with us"

"Then what are you going to deal with me? You said earlier that you can do one thing for me?"

"I could transport you to other dimension so you could do your fated task... However, that dimension's timeline already passed the time the Haris village is destroyed, are you willing to take it?"

Willing to take it? Why don't I? This world don't have any future to look forward to.

"As long as it has hope I will go there"

Choi Han knew better than anyone else the feeling of loneliness... For years of being alone could reset a mind of someone and he doesn't want to go through that again....

Meanwhile...

In the apocalyptic era of South Korea, a middle aged man is dying because of a SS rank monster that blew half of his body in one move.

"Team leader! Team leader!" He heard

The man closed his eyes and his pulse stop in a minute, embracing death.

"Let's make a deal....." He heard as he opened his eyes.