Author: Heh. Definitely didn't spend a lot of time reading Kawaii_Lumine's fanfic- Okay I did. But for real go read it it's good. Better than mine actually. Chapter's gonna be short because I'm busy planning how the story's gonna go. And I have a life.
His sleep schedule's getting worse. Probably because he's spending so much time singing at the living room. Refusing to lower his voice or let it rest until he's done a two hour karaoke session. So he laid down on the couch. His throat hoarse. His eyes tired. His body limp.
That reminds him...
He's been getting these dreams recently. First, he dreamt of Hitori. Then, Ryo. Obviously Kita should be next. He doesn't remember what the dreams were, all he knew is that they were in it. But... it's been months. Surely, he won't dream of anything else.
He's just... unsettled is all.
He dozed off.
-
"...Hey."
"Hey."
"...I'm glad you recovered."
"I'm surprised that you're willing to see me."
"Why wouldn't I?"
"I don't know. I did something stupid."
"You did something brave. Amazing even."
"No it was dumb. It ruined everything we tried to achieve. Once again, I-... I ruined her dream... I ruined our dream."
"And you're here to fix it?"
"Yeah so-"
"I'm sorry..."
"...Of course."
"Sistemu-san?"
"Of course, Of course, Of course, Of course, Of course... I've seen this before. Damn it. Why didn't I pick up the clues?"
"Don't blame yourself."
"WHO ELSE SHOULD I BLAME? EVERYTHING I DO... EVERYTHING I DECIDE... JUST... RUINS EVERYTHING FOR EVERYONE I CARE ABOUT... Why'd I think that...? Why do I always think it'll be better? I... wish I was- Forget it... I'll be seeing you-"
"Sistemu-san-"
"See you, Kita."
-
He woke up in a cold sweat. He felt the tears coming out of his eyes. He cried a bit. Why? Why was he crying over a stupid dream? He... he just can't remember. He just can't remember. Why can't he?
He cried into his pillow. Just like that day.
That day...
He'd rather forget.
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