"This isn't you Cade." My voice is small.
I don't know if I'll ever understand why he suddenly changed, but I'm grateful he did. Whatever happened to him is a benefit to what is happening to us right now.
Cade tucks the strands of my hair that fall...
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Shit!
I groan out loudly, tossing on my bed from side to side. My head is pondering, my mind is running with thoughts and I'm sweating like hell.
I shoot up from my bed, not able to endure it again. "Fuck it! I'm not going to school today." I announce to myself.
In a swift movement, I slide down my flimsy nightgown off my body and walk into the bathroom.
I just spent the last hour since I woke up, debating if should go to school or not.
For some reason, the thoughts kept going back and forth. I don't want anyone to worry about me, that's why I wanted to go to school. But also, I am in a very crucial state that only I know of and I most likely will not last through the very first class of the day.
So I picked the latter, I'm not gonna go today. My parents won't be back for two more days, so I could ditch school for another day.
I take a quick shower and brush my teeth, before stepping out of the bathroom. I saw that it was barely to eight in the morning when I checked the time.
After applying lotion on my skin, I throw on a small black crop tank top and jean shorts. I don't bother to put on a bra, that shit is way too uncomfortable.
I stand in front of my full length mirror to pack my hair and settle it in a messy bun. Mindlessly accessing myself, I didn't give attention to what Ophelia said about me loosing weight until right now.
My collarbone is more profound and salient. I know I haven't been eating a lot lately, but this isn't because of lack of food.
I know what it is.
I close my eyes and start breathing in and out. "Don't overthink this Freya." I repeat to myself.
"Everything is okay."
I grab my phone from on top the bed and head downstairs. I walk into the kitchen, deciding to force some home-made meal into my system.
When I open the fridge, I see almost everything my Mom prepared for me is still untouched. I put my Mom's mouth-watering special sauce in the oven to heat it up and prepare spaghetti to eat with it.
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