"This isn't you Cade." My voice is small.
I don't know if I'll ever understand why he suddenly changed, but I'm grateful he did. Whatever happened to him is a benefit to what is happening to us right now.
Cade tucks the strands of my hair that fall...
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I take in the view of the gloomy evening, filled with utter silence and tranquility. The lamppost and security lights from every house illuminates the street, making it quite appealing to look at.
I look heavenwards, smiling at the stars that litter the dark sky.
I wish I was a Star.
I hug my body with my arms, feeling cold attack my exposed skin. The cold breeze grows stronger as the night falls darker.
Despite nature telling me to go back into my house, I went against it. I walk to my car in our driveway and I plant my ass on the hood.
I bring my legs up to my chest, hugging them to myself. I rest my chin on my knee, adjusting my butt properly on the hood.
As the minutes flit away, my thoughts come flowing back in effortlessly like a stream of waters. I shut my eyes, take in a deep breath and exhale.
I don't want to think about him. Yet, I feel this massive pressure weighing on me. The weight I feel is the truth I'm refusing to accept that Cade---
Fuck! I can't even say it. Or think of it either.
I play with my indoors fluffy slippers fur I have on to distract myself. I wish Zayn was still here to distract me.
After spending few more minutes outside, I finally decide to go back inside. Just as I climb down from the hood of my car, I hear the sound of a car driving down the street.
When I turn my head to the direction of the sound, my eyes easily meets the car till it stops at the front of my house.
That car looks exactly like Zayn's car, the one he usually drives to school. I wanted to walk away but as I take a closer look, I notice that it is indeed Zayn's car.
Why is it here?
Wait! I remember Zayn saying Cade took his car out for his date, so why is the car here?
My heart skips a beat when I realise what is happening now in this very moment.
Cade is---
Cutting me off from my realisation, the owner of that name comes out from the car and I briefly lost the ability to breathe. And yes, it's the good kind.
Cade's eyes immediately connects with mine, like he has been staring at me before he stepped out of the car. With our eyes connected, I can't seem to think of anything.
