If the truth has been forbiddenThen we're breaking all the rules
I wanna sing
I wanna shout
I wanna scream, 'til the words dry out
So put it in all of the papers, I'm not afraid
They can read all about it, read all about itAugust 23rd, 1992
My day so far had been spent laying on the couch that resided inside White Zombie's bus where Jay strongly felt I belonged. My chin laying on my arm while my forehead laid against the window, just sitting here and watching him interact with everyone around him, this was my only source of entertainment that I ever found entertaining. Toying with his hat with my fingers, I was being forced to watch Darrell from a distance, I was a prisoner.
"Hey sweetheart, how are you feeling?" Rita asked, climbing up the steps to check on me for the millionth time today. Since what had happened, Rita was the only person that Jay allowed near me. After being rushed to the hospital, I was told that if it was not for the Abbott brothers fast acting, I would have died easily. Later it was found that I had early to mid-stages of sepsis due to severe dehydration, guess you can say I worked myself to death. Darrell stayed by me till he was made by Jay to leave, since then he had kept me hidden in this bus and way from everyone that I knew.
Looking away from the window for a moment to give Rita my attention, since coming back from the hospital, she had been tending to my needs. I was told I needed some rest and to stay hydrated, so far Rita made sure I did both. I was forever grateful for her, for all of them, they saved me. Rita instantly knew the look on my face, she already knew how I was feeling, "I am so sorry Sable. I wish I could make this all better for you. I find it to be sick that he would do this to you, to rip you away from everyone you know, just because he is jealous." I chuckled and saw her frowning at her hands in her lap, "can you blame him? I have already cheated on him with the very man he worries about," smirking at my friend who smiled at me. Rolling her eyes, "yeah but he doesn't know that," reassuring that my secret so far was still that, a secret.
Laying my head against the back of the couch, I looked to the older woman who I admired so, "I want him so much Rita. It's hard to breathe when I am not around him. I don't feel whole when I am not near him." Rita watched me for a moment and then smiled, "I know Hun. I can also tell you that he too feels the same," giving me reassurance that I didn't know I needed. Hearing that made me feel hopeful, maybe our time wasn't over after all. Silence fell between us when Jay popped onto the bus, a smile on his face when seeing me, I glanced towards Rita to catch her winking at me. "Ah there is my gorgeous woman. How are you feeling today?" Jay gleamed before coming over to place a kiss to my cheek, feeling his lips on any part of me had started to feel foreign to me. Like they didn't belong there.
Choosing to brush it off for now, I smiled up at him, "I am feeling better thanks to Rita here. Jay, can I ask a question of you?" watching while he stopped moving around in the kitchen to give me a moment of his time. "Sure babe, what's up?" he answered while placing his hands on his hips, was a bit amusing to watch him. I looked towards Rita before looking back at him, "I would really like to leave the bus and stretch my legs. Do you mind?" hoping that he wouldn't shut it down like all the other times I have asked. Jay sighed, but was thinking over my question, maybe this time he would finally say yes. Jay looked to Rita and pointed at her, "you better be keeping an eye on her, got that?" he eyed my best friend.
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