Always and Forever // H.S.

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Harry Styles

We signed a record deal.

We are officially a signed band.

I used to think we would be the ones writing all of our songs but it turns out our record label has people to write most of them for us.

We can only write some to add into each album.

Afterwards, the label's songwriter's give their songs to us to pick and choose which ones we like and in what order we want them to be and.. bam! There we have it- a whole album to call ours.

Our first album had already been put together by our team, all we needed was to work out the details of our first ever tour.

Then again, our record label also has people to do that for us as well.

I guess it's something though because with their help, tour has been going on and is ending already in less than 48 hours.

It's all so exciting, except i'm missing one thing. More like one person.

Dani..

But the only person I am allowed to contact is my mum. She told me how proud she is and how much she loves me. She has so much faith in me. I love her so much.

The boys and I are currently in the studio rehearsing the pre-made songs for our first album and I can't help but think about Dani every second of every minute wishing I could call her at the end of my day.

I fucking miss her..

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Danielle Scott

"If I say i'm staying in, i'm staying in Hazel." I tilt my head back slightly groaning at her stubbornness. "That first day I tagged along with you but look what surprise I stumbled upon. I'll just stay here in the perfect comfort of myself this time." I refer to encountering Elijah there.

"Nuh-uh.. not as long as you're my roommate. We're going out and we're gonna have fun, and this is just the beginning to our very crazy and complex friendship so to say. Who cares what we encounter as long as we're together?!" She grins at me, going toward her closet to change.

Nothing seems to bother her. She seems like she has no cares in the world.

Unlike me.

I shake my head in response to her over the top confidence with getting me to listen to her.

She speaks up again, going a little far with it this time.

"You can hide away in here making yourself believe that you like to be alone when in reality that's what you're the most afraid of." Her straight up words hit like bullets through my chest as I analyze her thought process. "Of being left."

Suddenly, my mood changed from 0 to 200 real quick. I begin to feel defensive even though she was actually kind of right.

She's overstepping my boundaries.

I squint my eyes and raise an eyebrow at how quick she was to analyze me and try to figure me out after just a few days of knowing each other.

"I just got here.. i've been here for what, all of two seconds and you think you know me already?" She's acting like she can read right through me but she'll have quite a difficult time with that.

"No.. i'm just stating the facts of the vibe you give off." She responds calmly.

I'm the one getting exalted, not her.