Always and Forever // H.S.

36| season finale

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Danielle Scott

It's been a few nights since that night I called Harry when Sarah picked up.

Things were shaky and unstable with Harry and I. I didn't know where we stood and it pained me.

He barely talks to me now and with my phone destroyed at the moment. I have no way of knowing if he's tried calling me back or not.

No way to reach each other at the moment.

I've just been watching the news and keeping up with him on the show.

It's sort of weird.. when you realize that the person you once told everything to, now has no idea of what's happening in your life.. and vice versa of course.

The show's finale is tonight.. I should be over there physically supporting him. He was supposed to send me a personal invitation to attend and I haven't gotten anything. I can't go without the personal invitation.

Instead, i'm in bed ready to watch the finale through a tv screen and digitally cheer him on to victory.

I just know his band is going to win.

This is his big moment. This is what he's been waiting for his whole life and now it's here. He's going to own the spotlight and i'll be here to witness it from this side of the world at least.

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Harry Styles

"Mate, I wish there was somethin' else I could do to help.." Louis says as he's sitting next to me.

He pats my shoulder as I drown myself in my sorrows. I'm drinking a tequila bottle I had stored in the liquor cabinet. I never used to drink much but with everything going on- it's the only thing that numbs me well. I don't want to feel witho it Dani.

We were each other's consolation through our tough times.

"Easy there Harry. You don't want to drink too much and end up puking your guts out for the rest of the night, mate." He takes the bottle from me and stands up with it.

"Give it back Lou! I need it!" I raise my voice and try to take it back before he walks away, but he grabs a fistful of my shirt and sits me back down forcefully.

"Harry! Stop this! Fucking get it together, mate! You made a mistake by signing the fucking contract before fully reading it, we all get it! But this isn't helping you or Dani. We know you're in pain but you need to feel it in order to heal through it!" He loudly raises his posh British accent.

"I-I can't Lou- I just.. I don't know how to get through this.. I did this and now it's my fault that i'm losing my best friend.." I try to reason with him. "I haven't heard from her in days.. almost weeks now since the night Sarah picked up! She doesn't want to talk to me and this is exactly what they wanted! I'm losing her mate.. completely!"

He sits back down and hugs me from the side still holding the bottle of alcohol. I just lean in and embrace his hug feeling a tear slide down my eyes.

We stay like this for a moment.

The other guys are I don't know where- I could care less right now though. I'm more devastated with what i've been putting Dani through than what the guys' locations are at this moment.