Always and Forever // H.S.

12| don't worry darling

October 21, 2017

Danielle Scott

Aunt Beth's been away on her business trip for quite awhile now.

I've been all alone in the house for the past month and i've actually invited Harry over a few times to keep me company. He's even slept over some of those times. If he doesn't stay over at my place, I sleep over at his place because he now knows that I prefer to sleep accompanied than on my own. Besides, i've gotten very comfortable sleeping with him in the same bed. Now before you say that it seems like we're dating, we're definitely not and we are definitely not doing anything other than actually sleeping, we've just really gotten along and he became what you'd call my shoulder to lean on.

We've learned quite a lot about each other in these past two months. He knows that I don't get along with my Aunt, I told him that my Aunt literally hates me, and i'm glad he's been there for me through it all these past couple of weeks. We're growing closer day by day and i'm not as afraid of attachment as I was when we first met.

Although, I must admit some days I still have those dark moments where I seem to second guess everything including our friendship. I start to feel like at any given moment Harry will jump out and say 'just kidding our friendship's been a joke, it was all fake bye!' but then he never does.

He's been putting up with me at my darkest moments more than anyone else has. I'm definitely grateful for that because everyone else ran away from me at some point in my life.

Everything has been really good between us, he's literally the sweetest most understanding and most supportive friend I could ever ask for. He's definitely surpassed the level of the 'benefit of the doubt' quicker than humanly possible.

We're officially best friends.

I now trust him more than anyone else and that says a lot coming from me. I didn't think I could ever trust again, but in the past two months, Harry showed me that I am capable of trusting again.

"Im coming! Give me like two seconds!" I playfully yell through my phone and earn a groan of annoyance from Harry. "Keep complaining boy and i'll take longer just for you." I comment once again and he just laughs.

"Fine, i'm gonna start counting!" He threatens. "Oh look your two seconds are up." He remarks and it's like I could hear the smirk on his face as he said those words. I exit my front door, making eye contact with him inside his car. He's grinning at me amusedly as i'm walking to his car. I open his car door and get in.

A few days ago, we had a small disagreement over him always intending to open my car doors for me, until I told him to let me open my own car doors. Although he still doesn't understand why I don't let him, because to him it's a sign of respect, he eventually agreed and it's no longer an issue.

"Next time i'll definitely let you know two hours before we leave." He directs at me with attitude and I smack his shoulder making him laugh out loud as he drives off, earning a gasp from me.

"Dude I didn't even take long." I laugh at his dramatic ass.

"Yeah not as long as last time." He says biting his lip to stop himself from laughing out loud.

"Yeah whatever. You'd still wait for me anyway." I tell him causing him to shake his head and grin in silent agreement. "Alright so where are we headed today?"