Jihan || Oneshots

2 minus 1

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Joshua Pov

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me and hansol were about to go on stage to perform 2 minus 1.

lots of carats like that song and I'm happy about it. we tried our best to make the song.
when we perform, i try my best to put in as much emotion as i can. the more emotion i put, the better the performance will be.

i even saw some videos on the internet saying i looked like i just went through five divorces and ten break ups.

the funny thing is that they're kinda right. i didn't go through all those divorces and breakups but, i did go through a breakup. a breakup that changed how i felt, how i acted. when i sing this song i imagine that one break up i had with my loved one in high school.

imagining that really helps me put the emotion there since that hurt me a lot.
even though i'm over that breakup, thinking about it still makes me sad for some reason. it's been ten years since then, now i'm happier with my boyfriend, jeonghan. but, the weird thing is...my boyfriend is my ex.

the only difference is that he has changed since then. me and jeonghan went to the same elementary and highschool together. we were best friends who did almost everything together.

after a few years of being friends, we eventually became lovers. but, something happened happened that lead to our break up.

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Flashback

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it was the end of the day. i told jeonghan to meet me at the rooftop. there was something important that i needed to tell him. i don't know how he'll react but he needs to know this immediately. i finally arrived at the rooftop and saw jeongham sitting there patiently.

"jeonghan, sorry for being late!"

"it's fine. you're the one telling me something so if it's important like an emergency or something, it would be your fault."

"i know" i laughed. "back to what you needed to tell me. you said it was important. is everything okay?" not really. "yeah everything's fine."

i hope he won't have a bad reaction to this.
"i'm moving to america!" there, i said it. "you're what? did i hear that right?" yes you did. "you did hear that right. i'm moving to america tomorrow." "why?" he asked. my parents.

"my mom wanted to move there since she lived there when she was younger. she loved the place and wanted to live there again now that she's older."

"why do you have to go though? can't you stay here?" i wish i could. "since i'm the child my mom has, she wanted me to be there with her. and i can't decline it especially after everything she's done for me."

"now i understand but, what about us?"

"i was hoping of doing a long distance relationship?"

i don't even know why i asked that. knowing jeonghan, he would say no. he hated the thought of long distance relationships. he was scared that the other person could just cheat on them and they wouldn't even know."shua, you know i don't like the idea of long distance relationships." i knew it.

i sighed in defeat. "i know but, there's no other thing we can do. and don't you trust me enough? we've been dating for three years and you still can't think of a long distance relationship with me."

"i do trust you."

"then why?"

"i don't know. i want to but there's something that's not making me want to do it"