whats best for the kids...? (crew boys polyx Oc)

fifteen- readjustments

I fell onto the couch, so exhausted.
"WE DID IT" Alex yelled, jumping around with Tommy

We finally got a new house. This ones perfect for all of us. It took a long time to find with 10 people living together. The house we got let's all of us have our own rooms, for streaming purposes because we can't all stream in the same room, but we'll all sleep in the same bed at night in clays room because he has a massive bed for all of us.

"Shut up" I mumbled into Karl's chest, at Tommy and Alex, already having a headache from all the unpacking, but at least the whole house is finally unpacked
"Are you excited?" Karl asked me, running his fingers through my hair, and I looked up, and nodded
"I want this to be what the girls remember. I want this to be their life, and I hope they'll forget what that awful man did to them. This is our fresh start.." I told him, kissing his cheek and standing up

"MOMMY!" Harper yelled
"What!?" I panicked
"There's a birdy by my window!" She shrieked, running back to her room

I just laughed, laying my head on Karl's chest. He kissed my forehead repeatedly, until I laughed and stood up
"Nooo" Karl whined

I checked the time "it's five thirty, I need to start dinner" I said, leaning over and kissing his cheek, immediately regretting it because he just pulled me back into my previous position next to him
"It's our first night with our house fully unpacked! Let's just order in, and relax!"
"But-"
Karl places his finger over my lips "no buts!" He pulled out his phone, and shouted "ANY DINNER RECOMMENDATIONS!?"
"CHICK FIL A!" Sapnap and dream yelled at the same time
"Chick-fil-A it is" Karl mumbled

"so many calories.." i thought

Sapnap came and sat next to me, pulling me close to him "talk to me, babygirl"
"what do you mean?"
"what's upsetting you?" He whispered "do you wanna go somewhere and talk to me"

I nodded slowly. He picked me up, and i laid my head on his shoulder, wrapping my legs around is waist as we went upstairs

He walked unto his room and sat down, keeping me on his lap "what's going on, baby?"
"I don't know.." i told him, twirling his hair around my fingers
"are you scared.. to eat?" He asked "you can tell me, baby. I'm always here for you.. i know what it's like" he said

Sapnap was body shamed into not using his face cam for over a year, and had a very bad eating problem, so i trust him even more.

"yes.." i nodded, trying not to let the tears fall from my eyes
"Baby, listen okay.. you are such a beautiful girl. You have absolutely nothing to worry about.. I'm not going to force you to eat, i promise.. but i want you to be healthy"
I nodded, "thank you, sap.."
"Of course, baby doll" he said, kissing the top of my head

"KARL! HOW THE HELL DID YOU FORGET CHICK-FIL-A SAUCE!" Dream yelled as we walked back downstairs
"I WAS IN A HURRY, YOU WERE RUSHING ME! ILL MESSAGE THE DRIVER" Karl yelled back, tapping his phone screen repeatedly

I sat down beside Clay, laying my head on his lap
"Hi pretty girl.."
"Hey handsome" I replied
"Did you tell Karl what you wanted from Chick-fil-A?" He asked me, rubbing his soft thumb over my tinted red cheeks
"Uh yeah.." I lied, closing my eyes

I couldn't tell if he believed me or not, but either way, he didn't say anything

I felt my eyes getting heavier as I slowly drifted to sleep

"She fell asleep before the food got here!" Quackity complained, walking back from the door, food in hand
"I'll wake her up" Clay said, leaning down
"Don't!" Sapnap said, a little too quickly
"What? Why? She fell asleep hungry, she needs to eat" Karl replied
"um.. she had a long day.. let her rest" He answered, sympathetically
"..okay"

I woke up, darkness all around me, beside the light of the tv, which of as playing 'Fuller house'
"I'm telling you, this show isn't as good without Michelle" Quackity said

I was still on Clays lap, I didn't want him to know I was awake, because I felt it would interrupt the show, but nothing gets past Clay
"Hi, pretty girl"
"Hi, Clay" i smiled "what time is it?"

He checked his phone "8:43" he replied
"Jesus.." i said sitting up "Where are the girls? Are they asleep?"
"They're in the playroom" he replied, focusing once again, on the tv
I stood up, and felt a sharp sting on my ass "Clay!" I yelled, turning towards him
"sorry. It was just... there" he gave me a proud smile, and I heard the other boys laugher

I headed upstairs and saw Iris sitting on the ground in the playroom on her phone, glancing at the girls every few second
"Hey, you can go downstairs, or go to bed. I'm up" i smiled at her, and she stood up
"Okay, I love you"
"I love you too"

Collie was messing with some random building blocks, failing to make them connect. Harper was coloring in a 'Winnie The Pooh' coloring book.

I sat beside Collie, and tried showing her how to connect the blocks, her failing once again, making me laugh.

"Mommy look!" Harper  shouted, lifting up her coloring book to show me her drawing of Piglet.
"That is so beautiful, Harp" i smiled

I love my girls..

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