My Dirty Sinner

Chapter 72: Deadman's Alley

☆Soul☆

She is drivin' me fuckin' crazy! I keep sayin' it, but it's gettin' worse the longer I can't claim her, and since las' night, It's like a switch has flipped in her.

She's always been responsive to me when I touch her, but now, she's gettin' more and more… Brazen. The message this mornin' had me goin' out of my mind, I had ta take a cold shower or hunt her down.

I asked her to join me in the shower las' night and she said no! All so she could slip away. Which I have to say really fucked me off as it was unexpected, and other than fuckin' her, I'd have definitely had her cummin' again, giving her a memory, not just a fantasy.

Who knew her knowin' Sara isn't mine would have this effect on her? She has changed her whole attitude toward me, which I am lovin'. Her body is now respondin' on a deeper level that I'm not gettin' the resistance from her. She wants me and isn't fighting it as she had been.

So when I walk out of my room to go find her, because let's face it, the cold shower did fuck all but give me more time to think about her, and how much I wanna be buried inside her. No thanks to her message, which I realize I never replied to.

"Fuck!"

"Wha's up?" Blaze asks me.

"Nuffin' I can't rectify in a few. 'Ave ya seen Tiny? I thought she would be 'ere by now." I ask him as I take a seat next to him at the bar.

"Naw, she was runnin' late, but 'er 'n' Katy-ann went ta grab some shit from the store." He tells me. I don't think I can wait for her to get here. I feel like I'm havin' withdrawals and if I don't get my next hit soon, I might just kill someone. So I grab my cell and send Katy-ann a message.

Me: You gonna be much longer with what's mine?

I don't care anymore, Blaze and Katy-ann are my family, I'm closest to him, so don't care if they both know she's mine already.

"Ya messagin' my woman?" He asks with a laugh.

"Yeah. She's with mine so -" I grin, but cut off when my phone chimes with an incomin' message.

Blaze's Ol' Lady: No, I think we're almost done, I'll have her back to you soon.

I look up to see Blaze is grinnin' at me.

"What?" I grumble.

"Nothin'. I'm just 'appy for ya." He smirks, shrugging his shoulders. I'm about to tell him to shut it when my cell pings again.

Blaze's Ol' Lady: Did something happen?

My brows draw down, and Blaze sits up in his seat on alert. What's happened to my Tiny? I try calling, but she hangs up on me so I type out quickly, getting agitated.

Me: What do you mean, did something happen? Why? What's wrong? Do I need to come and kill someone?

Blaze's Ol' Lady: Calm down caveman! Nothing like that, she just seems a little out of it. I've cheered her up now, but I found her staring at baby shit! She was genuinely surprised she was down that aisle. So I didn't know if you said or did something to upset her is all.

I don't like that one bit. What's goin' on in that head of hers? She's probably overthinkin' everythin'. Shit! Have I done somethin' to upset her?

Me: I'm coming for her, I'll be down deadman's alley, so make sure to go that way. Just let me know when you're paying and I'll make my way.

Blaze's Ol' Lady: Sure thing.

I put my cell away and grab a smoke while I wait for Katy-ann to message me. Blaze is laughin' as I sit tappin' my fingers on the table impatiently. I'm not even halfway through my smoke when my cell goes off.