My Dirty Sinner

Chapter 125: Church

For @TracyAdamJohnson for asking for more. 

☆Kyara☆

It's coming up to noon and we're just cleaning up behind the bar so we can go get some lunch, Doc's orders, when the screaming from upstairs finally stops. 

"I left a couple of bits in the bedroom I forgot yesterday. We'll get our lunch and eat in the room, that way we can grab my stuff and go." I tell her as we walk to the kitchen. We grab sandwiches out of the fridge and make a drink of orange juice, then we head up to the bedroom and start eating. I don't manage too much, already feeling sick after the first half. I'm just about to go into the cupboard to get out Dad's birthday present, as that's one of the items I left behind when there's a knock at the door surprising the both of us. 

KNOCK! KNOCK! KNOCK!

We look at each other wondering who the fuck it could be when it sounds again, only this time it's louder and more demanding. I look back over at Katy-Ann nervously, then walk over to the door and open it to find a guy I don't recognize and a girl that I do. The guy pushes open the door aggressively making me stumble back a little, and I'm instantly nervous, and nauseous.

"W-who are y-you and w-what do you want?" I ask, trying to get my anger to keep me strong, and stop the damn stutter.

"Name's Pimp 'n' this 'ere's Candy. Soul sent us ta get you all trained up for your new job in Austin." He smirks, looking me up and down, with a nod of approval. 

"What new fuckin' job? She ain't leavin' 'ere for any fuckin' job. Especially one in Austin," Katy-Ann retorts angrily from right behind me.

"All I know is that I've been told you're taking my place down there, since I've been moved here," The girl says, smiling a bit nervously.

"What new fuckin' job, Pimp? Choose ya words carefully." Katy-Ann growls angrily. I know she suspects something by the way she's glaring at the both of them, but what? Does she know what they're going on about? What job I'm supposed to be 'trained up' for. 

"Errr... Soul contacted me 'n' told me that Babygirl 'ere was ta replace Candy as the new stripper 'n' DSW for the Austin chapter, as 'e saw to 'er initiation." No. No this isn't happening! I run my fingers through my hair as I try to make sense of this because it can't be true. It just can't. The guy named Pimp backs up a step, seeing our reaction.

"Fuckin' hell! It doesn't make sense. This can't be Soul, it 'as ta be Gus 'n' Prez, Kyara. Soul left in a rage after speakin' wi' the two of 'em. 'E said somethin' 'bout straightenin' everythin' out." Katy-ann seems just as surprised, and what she says makes more sense. He said he wouldn't make me one, and Dad would never allow that. Right?

"I-I don't believe you. That it was... Soul," It takes everything in me to say his name. But I let my anger build, which causes my stutter to stop as well. Pimp looks confused as he takes his phone out of his pocket, and after a moment he holds up what appears to be text messages from Kayden validating everything he just said. That's the final straw! He just yanked my heart out of my chest and stomped all over it. I block out the pain, putting up a wall of anger so they won't see this has hurt me. 

I don't want to believe it, he would never do this to me. I was starting to believe that he loved me, that everything was my fear getting in the way, but after refusing to answer me lately, and everything Gus said, it makes me suspect that maybe, just maybe, it's true.

"Aw, hell naw!" Katy-Ann growls, pulling out her gun and pointing it at Pimp. Candy shrieks in surprise, and scurries behind him. I suddenly look at her closer and realise why I recognized her, and it's just another stab to my heart. "You're the girl that he was kissing... That lying sack of shit!" He wants her here, and me to replace her there!