My Dirty Sinner

Chapter 129: Lead The Way

⚠️TriggerWarning⚠️ 

☆Soul☆

I'm holdin' on by a thread. The only reason I 'aven't snapped yet is 'cause I need to watch this end! I can't watch it again. Never a-fuckin'-gain. 

After punchin' her, he moves so I can see her face. Her nose is bleedin' but that doesn't mean... I look at Doc be'ind me, and he nods solemnly. Fuck! He broke it! I 'ave to put the cell down on the table, my hands on either side clenched in fists, as I try to control the rage that needs to be released. He then leans down and licks her face, and I slam my fists into the table, makin' everyone jump back. 

"Sorry 'bout my Ol' lady's lack a respect there, Soul. Next time she will be better be'aved." He says, grippin' her cheeks tightly between his fingers. "WON'T YA!" He roars in her face, and she pulls her face away from his hands and looks like she's about to spit at him again. "Go on! I fuckin' dare ya. See what I do ta ya next!" He threatens her. He then pretends to hit her again, laughin' when she doesn't flinch, before turnin' back to the screen. 

"Soul, we need ta -" I silence Dwane with a menacin' look, and hold my hand up, waitin' for Damage to finish this. 

"Where was I? Right, better be'aved. Ya remember those pictures a that pretty young thang? I got a fantastic look alike, di'n't I? But breakin' 'n' fuckin' 'er... I needed the real thang ta be fully satisfied. I'm 'bout ta get started on that. Good luck findin' me." He grins. "Oh! 'N' Jimmy said 'is fingers 'ave 'ealed nicely. Though 'e can't say the same for my Ol' lady. 'E 'elped me break 'er in 'n' returned the favour, now onta part two. Hahaha hahaha haha!" He laughs. I knew I shoulda killed Jimmy when I 'ad the chance. He broke her fuckin' fingers! His laughin' only cuts out, when he turns the camera off, but her eyes flick up to the camera, right at me, before he does. I'm fuckin' comin' for you Tiny. 

"That little cunt is dead!" Blaze growls. 

"Soul, wha's the plan?" Hacker asks. Soul. Soul. Soul. Soul. Fuckin' Soul! I'm tryin' to fuckin' breath here! Their questions, statements, whatever! It's all goin' in one ear, and out the other, gratin' on my nerves. I need to think! He's beatin', and possibly rapin' my Tiny right now! 

BANG! 

I slam my fists on the table so hard, it cracks down the middle, and the room goes silent. Then I'm grabbin' a chair and throwin' it at the wall. They can all feel my rage, though none of them 'ave ever been through this, 'cause we're not supposed to go after the fuckin' women! I can't lose her, or my unborn kids! I start toward the door, in major need of a drink, before I kill someone, or do somethin' stupid like go get her alone. Fuck. I need a clear head, I can't drink!

"What ya doin', Soul?"

"I need a fuckin' drink! I need ta do somethin'!" I snarl, and walk back to the table, runnin' my fingers through my hair. "Hacker, you're up. I need everythin'. Y'all heard me say she's pregnant! I need ta get goin' so I can get my fuckin' reason for livin' back. Show 'em the layout, 'ave everyone split inta teams, 'n' ready, you're on my team wi' Blaze, Doc 'n' Ryder. I gotta go do somethin' now, you can gi' me a run down when im back." I look at the pictures of us and the scan, and I've never been so damn scared of losin' someone in my life. I look up and make sure Gus and Dwane hear me and know I'm talkin' to them. "If my Tiny 'n' the twins she's carryin' die... Well, ya better 'ope I go with 'em. 'Cause I'll be comin' for you!" I promise, pointin' at them. "Hacker, I'll be back in a second. These two don't -" 

"Trust me, we ain't lettin' 'em out of our sight," Doc affirms. I nod and walk out the door. 

"Blaze!" I snap, and he comes out after me. "Ya good?"