My Dirty Sinner

Chapter 84: Ain't Nothin' Special

☆Kyara☆

I'm so fucking angry and turned on, I don't know which one will win out, but he has me pinned, right where he wants me.

"Where d'ya think you're goin'? And this is my room."
"Away from you! And I thought it was where you fucked your whores!" I yell in his face. It's crazy because I'm really fucking pissed off with him, but so turned on it's unreal.

"Never, but now it's our room!" He tells me, thinking that changes how I feel right now… Ok, I'm thoroughly happy he's saying our, but I'm not going to let his words get in my head. He will leave me at some point, I'm sure of that. So I just continue to glare at him. "You drive me fuckin' crazy! Why are you mad at me?" He really doesn't get it? He's calling me a whore and I fucking hate that word. He thinks I was going to go fuck that piece of shit! "You're the one that was in a hurry ta find some clothes so you could meet Damage, who told ya 'e was gonna fuck ya!" He growls. See what I mean?

"Which is the reason I want to get away from you! Do you think I'd seriously let that arsehole touch me? I now know you think so little of me. Now let me fucking go!" I snap. I really wanna fucking punch him right now, but he's holding my arms still, while he looks at me confused.

"Then what did ya mean by -"

"I'm leaving! I can't stay here, so I'll go somewhere they won't think to look! I won't get any of you hurt if I just go! Now let me up." I snap, angry tears filling my eyes. 

"I'm sorry, Tiny. I di'n't mean it. I know ya wouldn't, that was my crazy side rearin' its ugly head. You've been told I'm no good for ya." I have been told, and still, I don't care. Then he leans down to kiss me, so I turn my head away. He's not getting out of it that easily! "Tiny."

"No. You don't get to -" I keep turning my face away, so he grabs my face to keep me still and kisses me. It really isn't fair. I'm in love with this arsehole, and he knows I can't resist him when he kisses me. So, I end up wrapping my arms around his neck and moaning.

"I really am sorry." He says pulling back. I'm about to tell him sorry isn't good enough. That when he says that shit it hurts me. But he kisses me so I can't get my words out, and he keeps doing it until I can't help but giggle at the silliness of it. This is a whole new side to him I've never seen before. It just makes me fall in love with him harder. So he's forgiven. For now.

"Can I use your shower? And I need clothes." I ask.

"Ya never 'ave ta ask, Tiny. Wha's mine is yours. Go jump in the shower 'n' I'll go grab your stuff." He says, pulling me up from the bed. I wish his statement meant more than he means. He kisses me and then spins me toward the bathroom, making me chuckle. "Oh, and Tiny?"

"Yeah." I turn to him, and fuck im one lucky woman. He really is perfection, and I love it when his hair is down, and that look he has in his eye like he wants to pin me to the nearest wall and - "Don't leave this room." So now I'm trapped here? No. I won't live like that.

"Soul. I can't stay here, and I won't be trapped -" He comes over to me and pulls me into his arms.

"I'm not gonna trap ya, baby. Just protect ya fiercely. Did ya lie when ya give yaself ta me las' night?"

"No! But -"

"You ain't goin' nowhere, Tiny! Let your old man deal with it." Shit! I never saw the appeal when Katy-ann called Blaze her old man, but fuck it's hot hearing him call himself that.

"What are you gonna do?" I ask, biting my lip, wanting to jump him. It brings back the memory of him breaking Jimmy's fingers for touching me. I found it incredibly hot, him being that way for me.