My Dirty Sinner

Chapter 51: Altercation

☆Kyara☆

After being taken to the club, Katy-ann and Blaze walked me home. Which I was thankful for. Soul is making me feel things I shouldn't be, and Sarra greeting him made me realise I needed to stay away from him. And I mean avoid him at all costs. So I'm going to have to tell Katy-ann my plans so she can help.

I get in the door, and mum comes rushing out. When she sees me standing there, I feel bad for lying to her when that's not the kind of woman I am.

"I've been worried sick, Kyara. I was readyin' myself ta come over 'n' drag ya home. What 'av ya-"

"I went out with Zane." She looks confused.

"But Katy-ann said ya was at the club?"

"Yeah, I was. Then Zane came and picked me up." Shit! She covered for me, and I don't want to get her in trouble. It warms me that she would stick her neck out for me, though.

"When ya say Zane, ya mean-"

"H-Hacker…Yeah." I reply, lookin' down. Thankfully, the bike journey and wrapping myself around Soul has soothed the hurt and the puffy red eyes.

"Ah'ite. What ain't ya tellin' me then?"

"Can we talk about later? I need ta get back ta work and just wan'ed ta let you know I'm OK. 'N' I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was going out." I say, needing to just forget about Zane for a few more hours.

"You're a grown woman, Babygirl. Ya don't need my permission, thank you for checkin' in wi' me, though. I'll speak ta you later." She says with a smile, then goes back into her room. I turn to see Blaze and Katy-ann with smiles on their faces.

"Come on, Babygirl." Katy-ann says, pulling me into her side and steering me out of the door.

"Why did you send Soul ta get me anyway?" I mutter as Blaze walks in front of us, watching our surroundings.

"I knew 'e would get ta you quicker than I could. Plus, 'e seems ta calm ya down betta than I do."

"What!? N-No he doesn't-"

"Ya can't hide how ya feel from me. I've seen the way ya look at him-"

"It's nothing. It's just him being the first person I bumped into when I got here. I've just… It's nothing!" I don't want to get in the middle of him and Sarra, and again seeing them in each other's arms, gives me the kick up the arse I need to take myself out of the equation. Even if I am weak when he corners me or has me alone. I just have to make sure he doesn't get the opportunity.

"If ya say so." She mutters. I still don't understand why she hasn't said anything about Sarra and Soul to me. That I should stay away because Sarra is her friend. But I keep my mouth shut. If I ask questions, it shows them they're right.

We walk into the club and, I can't fucking help it, my eyes always seek him out. He's facing this way standing next to some man who just handed him a bag, a man I've not seen before, and then turns to face me.

"Can I come wi' you?" Sarra asks as she walks over to him, and I look away as I head toward the bar. I need a fucking drink.

"Sure. Ya, stay in the cage, though. We can go straight 'ome when we're back, watch that movie ya been buggin' me 'bout. Ya workin' in the mornin'?" What!? They fucking live together!?

"Kyara?" Katy-ann calls.

"Yeah?" I glance at her to see her suppressing a smirk.

"Sarra is off tanight, she 'as plans wi' Soul, so it's just you 'n' me for the first couple hours. Beth is at 'er mom's so will be 'ere ta help as soon as she's done." She tells me, and I steal a glance at him. Why do I keep torturing myself? He's with his fucking girlfriend!