My Dirty Sinner

Chapter 88: Drunken Courage

☆Kyara☆

Mum was getting tired, so Mum Two and Dad took her back to the B'n'B to get settled, telling me to get home for breakfast in the morning. Once they've gone, my brothers feel I'm fair game to wind up. They know Mum would beat their arse for trying to embarrass me.

"So, Babygirl." Ryker starts, emphasising the nickname everyone calls me. Everyone but Soul that is. "Which one of these is the infamous Soul we've heard so much about?" Colour floods my cheeks and chest. What a dick!

"Shut up, Ryk!" I growl under my breath. His grin gets wider, as does Jordie-lee and Dazz's.

"WHICH ONE OF YOU IS SOUL?" Dazz shouts out.

"What the fuck!" I snap, and it makes the alcohol churn in my stomach. I don't want everyone here knowing how obsessed I am with my sexy biker! Thank fuck he's not here to bare witness to my brothers -

"That would be me." Oh, my fuck! When the fuck did he get here? I hate my brothers. They're such fucking wind-ups! I should have expected this really. And I might not have been as bothered if Soul was here from the beginning of the night, or if I wasn't seriously pissed off with him. Plus, with the alcohol already making me feel tipsy, I down the next double, and my head swims, making my anger come out. Alcohol and everything else makes me lose my inhibitions I guess. I see their eyes widen, then Jordie-lee smirks.

"Holy fucking shit! I get it. I totally get why you like him. He's your real type. You always did like tattoos and shit. I think I'd obsess over him too." If I didn't think my brothers could embarrass me any more than they have, I'd just been corrected. I'm mortified, and the heat in my face, neck, and chest intensifies, as does my anger. Anger with Soul who's smirking, to my grinning idiot brothers. Including Ryder who's laughing his arse off.

"I.. He..." I stumble to come up with a lie, "He doesn't know what he's talking about... I..." Then because I'm drunk and angry I say the first thing that pops into my head, "I was telling him about Zane actually. It wasn't..." Shit. He's glaring at me, teeth clenched. I shouldn't have bought that arsehole up, but he's the only other person I've actually told the boys about. I did date him. Whether we like it or not.

"No. I remember you mentioning a Zane the first week you were here, but Soul is -"

"Will you shut the fuck up, Jord!" I snap. He's young and drunk and thinks he's being funny. But he's not.

"Well, it was nice to briefly meet you, Soul. But we need to get some sleep." Dazz says standing to his feet.

"Yeah, I'm bushed. Well have to have a drink tomorrow, get to know the man our sister is madly in -"

"Ryker! For fuck sake, shut up!" I snarl at him and they all laugh. Soul hasn't taken his eyes off me, and it heats up my core. I've missed him, and his dark gaze is only turning me on. But the anger is so strong right now, I can act indifferently.

"Y'all can count on it." He says to them.

"I'll see ya ta the B'n'B. I'll be back in a few, I want some a them cakes I see in the kitchen." Ryder says,

"Thanks, brother," Jord grumbles, patting him on the back, as he stumbles out of his chair.

"Love ya, Ky. Sweet dreams. See you tomorrow." Dazz says, kissing my cheek.

"Yeah. Night." I say, unable to look away from Soul.

Once they're moving, it's just him glowering at me. I grab my freshly poured drink, courtesy of Sarra, and I tip my head back and down it.

"Tiny, I -" I stand and move past him to go and get Ryder his cake. Anything to get away from him and how he makes me feel. I need to hold on to my anger.... Don't I? My body is betraying me though, because all I want to do is throw myself at him. He has this way of making me hot and needy with his mere presence, regardless of how mad I am. Because I'm fucking mad. I've had enough of all the shit!